Monday, June 23, 2008

8:50 PM

first day of school.

the band room seems empty and quiet. missed
the times when the sec4s are around. some would
be playing instruments. some slacking around
talking about the dota match they had last night.
when they are there, i dont think about what
happens if they werent there. when they werent
there, i think about what will happen.

what will happen? band starts to fall cause the
passion starts to die off when they dont get their
ideal post? what if im the sl and i cant do a good job?
someone told me that as long as i get the post
i want, dont care what the rest think. done. im
just eyeing for a sp. nothing else. i dont want to
snatch post or anything. i really dread handover
now...

the lessons were quite ok. i start to listen to
mdm teo's lesson. thats good. im motivated by
the number3 on my wishlist.

school ended. went to white sands to eat lunch.
bk. french chicken is nice. then took bus3 to erwin's
house. ris grandeur. his room is freaking nice.
its my ideal room. small, wooden floor, mattress
bed only. so japanese like :/ but i like it.

we slacked. then did research. and i used msn liao.
talked to only some people. so little people online
lor. went home at about 7. the journey seems damn
long.