Sunday, March 30, 2008

10:54 AM

why must friends always turn out to be like
that? maybe i wasnt clear about how serious
the mistake is, but we always learn this in
class: forgive and forget


why wasnt i being considered?
things that i've done are too little for you to notice?

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

8:51 PM

went to study with sidney and xy at tamp
library. but sidney after school got chinese
oral. so i waited for him till about 300 then
he came mc to use david's laptop. thats why
we were late to meet xy. sorry for making
you wait >.<

went to the library to meet xy. then got
no space to do homework so they followed
my idea of going to random void deck to do
homework at those public table.

started doing homework. i started with
chinese homework. i was stuck at the place
i left off with...cause i dont know how to
write maid agency in chinese-.-
called people for help, but to no avail...

got fed up so change to do physics holiday
homework. got stuck at some questions
again...damn...i suck...

then we slack for awhile then went to buy
drink. then went to take 29 back to tamp
interchange to go home. took 3 with them.

homework load is increasing as the days
go by...trying hard to clear all of them...
next week's e-learning is gone O:
omg like that how to catch up??

i hope this incident doesnt change the 2
of your relation...i dont want the same
thing to happened to another 2 of you...
hate it when i see friends falling out with
one another just because of a mistake...

Sunday, March 23, 2008

7:37 PM

擦肩而過－李聖傑
http://youtube.com/watch?v=eZ7lFMIw9-I&feature=related

here are the lyrics:

我爱着谁 爱到我有点醉

告诉我你是谁 能够把我让我变不对

你不会累 但我却爱你爱到好累

从没有为了谁 不顾安慰付出一切

站在这平衡点 我还是觉得有点危险

或许是看不见 只能够靠感觉



他不会是个好男人 也不会是个好情人

你对我说我们只是擦肩而过

好的男人有那么多 少了他的日子也能过

我不会再让你寂寞 也不会让你更难过

你听我说要好好学着去生活

就算未来有多少错

至少还有我的问候 我的温柔陪你度过



你听我说 你不要这么做

你不要看着我 说你已经知道怎么做

你很难受 我愿意陪你一起承受

只要你不怕痛 再多坎坷我都陪你走

站在这平衡点 我还是觉得有点危险

或许是看不见 只能够靠感觉



他不会是个好男人 也不会是个好情人

你对我说我们只是擦肩而过

好的男人有那么多 少了他的日子也能过

我不会再让你寂寞 也不会让你更难过

你听我说要好好学着去生活 就算未来有多少错

至少还有我的问候我的温柔陪你度过



他不会是个好男人 也不会是个好情人

你对我说我们只是擦肩而过

好的男人有那么多 少了他的日子也能过

我不会再让你寂寞 也不会让你更难过

你听我说要好好学着去生活 就算未来有多少错

至少还有我的问候我的温柔陪你度过

就算未来有多少错

至少还有我的问候我的温柔陪你度过


very emo song...

Saturday, March 22, 2008

11:27 PM

"is not who you are but what you want to be." - mr low

6:13 PM

VSCB presents Musical World XXII

venue: Singapore Conference Hall
date: 31st may 2008
time: 7pm
price: 10$* (free seating)
repertoire: lord of the ring,
theatre music, twin oak,
disney medley 3, currents,
repercussion, salute to bob hope
and more.

for tickets or enquiries pls call or msg me.
to the victorians, pls show your support
for the victorian band (:

*(buy more than 3 can get discount)

5:50 PM

haix...had a lonely good friday at home.
studied and did homework. maybe good
fridays are meant to be liked that...

today was the same like ytd...
stuck at home doing nothing but study
and do homework. at least now i
understand a bit about log...isnt as easy
as it seems...just a cover...

flare up getting more serious...
dont know if i can go school on mon..
going to miss lessons again...damn it...

to those who have motivated and
encouraged me, thx alot, coz im really
motivated now. will do better in SA.
i need someone to teach me amaths.
i understand a little bit only...at least
help me get my concepts right...

Thursday, March 20, 2008

9:21 PM

my life is fucking screwed la...1 bad thing comes
after another in a day...fuck...

first thing:
results.
scored a nice L1R5 of 34...

second thing:
results.
need to see principal on mon because i scored
more than 31 points...

third thing:
sectionals.
at first started off quite ok. dan at the last 1hr,
i told them to hold long notes, they keep laughing
dun wan to play properly. i change to do tonguing
exercise. they laugh. i gave up. i did long notes on
my own. dan walked out of them. got fucking
pissed at it la. this one dowan that one dowan...

fourth thing:
skin.
got flare up again. getting a fucking flare up when
its good friday tmr -.- cannot go out, cannot do
anything. fuck la...

why is my life so screwed? getting a flare up just
before a public holiday...what the fuck is wrong
with me man...

only one word to describe my life: FUCKED UP.

cannot go out tmr...
stuck at home...
i guess i shall just study...


wud i make a difference if i go?

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

10:45 PM

haix...L1R5 - 34 T.T
by right i shud be very very sad now. maybe
crying, but after what bev told me, im ok le (:

this is what bev told mi:
we can only be strong when we've been weak!

and
rmb that both good and bad things will turn
out for the good of you.

i've been motivated by sidney to work hard and
score well. thanks alot bro (: i wun let you down.
i promise.

have not been blogging lately cause im actually
finishing all my homework and studying...slept at
130am for the past 3 days...chionging all the
holiday homework and catching up with the lesson.

sku todae was quite ok. but i still dun understand
amaths...logarithms i understand nothing, graph i
understand a little bit...my last amaths homework
is ex2.2. mdm esther teo is gvin homework of
ex 7.1, 7.2 and 7.3...and the holiday homework i
havent do yet O:

i hope its not too late for me to change my mindset...
really wish to excel...i oso hope that i wun get my
report card tmr. at least let mi enjoy my good friday
and weekends...

it feels lyk mi out of place...

Saturday, March 15, 2008

7:02 PM

changed my blogskin n blog song (:
i editted almoz everyting tt cn b seen O:
i took 3 hrs juz to change the html codes.
but now at least i learn smth bout it.

din go for the third dae of camp todae coz
its juz cleanin up n prize presentation. heard
the solowalk was v fun ( for the sec3s, sec4s
n alumni ) coz its pure scarin time.

sku is startin soon!!!
im free frm boredom!
but i haven even touch my hw at all O:
zzz...im bck to copyin...

did smth happened again?

Friday, March 14, 2008

10:53 PM

haix...nv go bck to camp...coz of flare up...
y muz it come out todae...miss all the fun...
ps matthew durin solowalk...now oni him
alone stationed at cricket court...sry guys...

ppl all enjoyin their holi n im stuck at hm
moz of the daes restin n recoverin frm all
the damn flare ups...i hate myself la...

failed to do moz tings tho i promised to...

Thursday, March 13, 2008

9:28 PM

damn it...plannin was fuckin nice...first dae screwed
up lyk fuck alr...cancellin? i nt sure wad is happening
now coz i went hm...sry to ps...but it doesnt seem
optimistic...

everyting is goin against mi again...is this wad life
rly supposed to b? one problem nt solved yt another
comes along...fuck la...living is such a bother

Monday, March 10, 2008

8:44 PM

sry for nt bloggin for a few daes...
went to a bball court behind tamp stadium
(swimming complex) to c ashley, andres n cs
play bball.

was late :O
i duno wad happened to mi lately man...keep
gettin late for tings...sian...sry for bein late anw...

watch them play bball till lyk 1145 dan went sku
for band camp final preps. it started rainin at lyk
1115...dan they continued playin in the rain dan
drenched.

went to sku for camp prep. was quite fun la. the
games we tried out ourselves. n to my batch mates:
sry if i cnt stay for solowalk on the second dae /:
still negotiating wif my parents...

Thursday, March 6, 2008

10:50 PM

rottin at hm since tues...nth to do. no vs ppl online
except rayson n some sec4s...

did nth todae again. wastin life away juz lyk tt D:
tmr gg sku...shud b doin self study ba...sian-ed

bro suspected to contract chicken pox frm his gf...
so hero sia. gf gt pox he still go visit...dan now groanin
headache n tis n tt...but i admire his courage n carin.
i dun tink i cn do tt...

sry ashley...cnt go library again ):

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

12:26 PM

attention all 2e-ians!

2e gatherin falls on the 10th march. all 2e-ians

r involved except "wenshuo" (hu i doubt will wan

to go). its a whole dae event mayb gt stay over.

u cn leave n come anitime. but inform us before

u leave. each person nid to pay bout 5$(?) or mayb

more, depends on the amt of ppl gg.

venue: pasir ris park

estimated schedule:

10am - 2pm - watch movie n eat lunch

2 pm - 4pm - make our way to pasir ris park n buy

food for bbq

4 pm - 6pm - play time

6 pm - 8pm - bbq

8 pm - end

Monday, March 3, 2008

9:35 PM

The Green Middle Fingernails!

The Green Middle Fingernails

hahaha. todae was fun man :D

morn had assembly. we played as usual. but its
screwed. nt v screwed but juz screwed...haix...
wen cn we play national anthem n victorian anthem
nicely? rly hope to hv tt dae...

bein a monitor for less dan a wk, i tio screwed-.-
zzz. SEAN CHIN! u la! make mi so stress todae...
haha jokin (: all for 1, 1 for all! yeah!

shall skip to amaths lesson.
mdm esther teo is a fun cher!
her famous phrase "aiyyyyyeeeeerrrrr~" so nice xD
but i barely understand the cases she taught todae...

skip to after sku. waited for sidney after dismissal
outside his class...he was verifyin his physics results...
nid check so long meh? no use checkin so long if u did
badly :P

we went to take 12. dan saw yee tat! brother! he
was takin 12 too. reach white sands at bout 340 lidat.
dan vanessa told sidney tt at basement gt kfc. so we
went dere. planned to eat, dan sidney ps after i bought
mine...waited v long. dan called him. he was wif vanessa.
i tt they go mac eat. dan waited.

they came bck. dan passed mi a bag wif smth inside.
a DEATH NOTE BOOK!!! woohooo! thx alot man sidney
n vanessa (: n im sry tt tink wrongly of the 2 of u >.<

"studied". was acty drawin L in the old english font for
sidney in his sch journal. n i found out i lose my skills! argh.
shall start drawin random tings now... dere was tis woman,
she keep emptyin the tray into the
sulo(sidney's name for dustbin or aniting smelly).
she empty it wif style n rhythm lidat lo. damn cool. dan
the swing door lyk a swing. so i called it a funfair. i oso duno
y, dere seems to b tis funfair ting gg ard. everyting oso
"funfair ar?" or "...lyk funfair sia." so i reply,"funfair nid
to pay." n 1 more. nike's slogan afew yrs bck de: "the world
is a playground." LOL

dan ashley came wif xy, rachael, tracy,
kc n 1 more pers i tink. but i nt sure hu. oni knew ashley n xy.
xy initially came to slp. lol. she looked damn lethargic. dan she
started studyin hist. wen they came, we all rly studied. lol.

dan went popular to buy sidney's assessment bk n vanessa's pens.
on the way, xy saw her ballet frens. dan mi, sidney n vanessa
nth to do. dan we saw the nail polish shop. dan gt samples cn try.
vanessa helped mi n sidney do. so nice man. we looked cool in it!!
xD thx vanessa(: The Green Middle Fingernails

went to wait for sidney at the 3 dere. mani ppl was
dere queue...i hate peak hours...damn crowded.
dan boarded the bus. din rmb to top-up. dan end up
payin 60cents. n was separated wif sidney.lol. he
alighted 1 stop after 2 both sat down...alone till hm...

first ting reached hm is to open the death note bk.
dan i read the card. so touchin :')
thx alot sidney n vanessa! rly appreciated it.
dan i flip thru the pages. dan saw. sidney's name.
this was wad he wrote:

sidney
die of old age. live up to 100yrs old.

Saturday, March 1, 2008

10:25 PM

omg...ytd nite was down wif fever, sore throat,
headache, weakness, muscle n joint pain. was
damn miserable la...cnt even stand straight.
zzz. bod rejectin the medicine...lost another source
of hope of maintainin my condition...

acty gg to watch ash cs n andres play bball todae
de. dan they change to watch leap yrs. haix...i
wan watch too. but was sick. sry to ps u all...

spent the whole afternn alone slpin. sian to the
max lo...

but now i guess i recover le. but still gt sudden
weakness...wads wrong man?