Thursday, March 20, 2008

9:21 PM

my life is fucking screwed la...1 bad thing comes
after another in a day...fuck...

first thing:
results.
scored a nice L1R5 of 34...

second thing:
results.
need to see principal on mon because i scored
more than 31 points...

third thing:
sectionals.
at first started off quite ok. dan at the last 1hr,
i told them to hold long notes, they keep laughing
dun wan to play properly. i change to do tonguing
exercise. they laugh. i gave up. i did long notes on
my own. dan walked out of them. got fucking
pissed at it la. this one dowan that one dowan...

fourth thing:
skin.
got flare up again. getting a fucking flare up when
its good friday tmr -.- cannot go out, cannot do
anything. fuck la...

why is my life so screwed? getting a flare up just
before a public holiday...what the fuck is wrong
with me man...

only one word to describe my life: FUCKED UP.

cannot go out tmr...
stuck at home...
i guess i shall just study...


wud i make a difference if i go?