[ where . dreams . come . true ]

2008-11-21T10:57:00.002+08:00

hehehe im blogging in china! in the school's com lab.
having lots of fun here. but coming back on sat.
time flies when you are having fun ):

hopefully i can use com when i get back to spore.
lots of pictures to show you all!

2008-09-28T18:43:00.005+08:00

hello people (:
i cant blog until the end of eoy cause my internet connection got cut off. another reason is because im mugging :/ haha.
sorry for disapperaring for awhile.
many things happened this few weeks. nice and bad.
will start blogging after eoy.
bye.

2008-09-11T20:52:00.001+08:00

why dont you ever confide in me?
you can vent your anger, emotions and whatever on me...
but why? why not me?

2008-09-08T20:59:00.003+08:00

im just too lazy to blog about camp :/ maybe
i will blog about it another day bah.

went studying with sidney and vanessa at mac.
was not a very fruitful one but still studied something.
only learnt log. it was so damn easy yet i spend half the
year trying to learn it T.T

downloaded and watch hot shot episode 7. im eager
for number 8! but must wait until next monday...so long ):
found a mv with 周采诗 inside (: she looked totally different
from the show.

heres the link:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3FrFLmCvFp8
its 把爱放开 by F.I.R .

studying craze now-.- no choice...sa so near but got like
how much to do...haix...sp here i come! (:

2008-09-05T18:41:00.003+08:00

shall blog about the camp and course tomorrow.
im too lazy and tired to.

2008-09-02T22:05:00.004+08:00

hmm. who hates me so much? ): come my blog scold me...haix...
im a bad person ):

woke up at 10 today. just finished downloading 篮球火 episode6. at least dont have to watch some blur ones on youtube...mine is high-def one leh. ashley must be jealous :/
went to school at 12. reached school then practice awhile. or keep in touch with instrument bah. so long never touch instrument liao.

had lunch until 2...then sl meeting till like near 3. then took 12 to downtown and study with kailynn. spend all the time teaching her chem. her chem is totally cmi one...
skipped dinner and went home. took 3 and walked back home after sending her home.

tmr is the course! and thurs is day camp! woohoo. my day! day camps are mostly made up of games and im in charge. time to bastard some people(:
dont bear grudges with me :/ im just doing my job.

2008-09-01T20:00:00.003+08:00

hmm. shall blog about yesterday and today bah.

yesterday:
had lunch at home then went to mac at loyang point
to study. ashley accompanied me till i finished. her com
cant seem to get the wireless connection. so she was
bored till i finished. sorry to make you come out and
feel so bored. and thanks for accompanying me the
whole afternoon(:

today:
woke up and felt unwell so didnt go weiloong house
to play. the camp is just 2 days away i dont want to
miss it. sorry to pangseh you all...

used com the whole day. downloaded 篮球火episode 1 - 5. its so nice! i love it!!!
周采诗 is soooo pretty!!! (:
some kind soul please upload episode 6 asap...i want to watch!

篮球火 so nice!

2008-08-30T21:26:00.002+08:00

the more i do, the more i get things screwed up...
all i wanted to do was to get you something and i wasnt ready to...
im terribly sorry...

2008-08-30T15:56:00.002+08:00

a nice novel sidney intro-ed me. go read.
http://www.goodybooks.com/ibelieveyou.htm

yesterday lots of unpleasant things happened.
dont wish to blog about it...

and i'm sorry

2008-08-27T22:27:00.007+08:00

English language--------------------54.4 C6
Higher chinese-----------------------68.7 B3
Combined humanities----------64.0 B4
Mathematics-------------------------60.9 B4
Additional mathematics-------49.0 D7
Physics------------------------------------33.4 F9
Chemistry-------------------------------60.0 B4

Mean Subject Grade(MSG) - 5.3
L1R5 - 28

happy that results are better than SA1
but sad because no a's at all...b3 is the best...
28 is still damn high ):
so depressing to see the results...

2008-08-27T13:32:00.001+08:00

worse than hell...

2008-08-25T23:32:00.004+08:00

sorry for the swearings in this post. its damn long. can dont read.

tmr im seeing doctor again...sec1 band prac or sectional rather, will be taken by andy. waihong has leadership course...wednesday band prac for national anthem and victorian anthem. dont know what time it will end and i doubt i can have sectional that day. thursday is probably busy with teacher day stuffs...and sectional will be cancelled. friday if got band prac mr tan will scold again. i cant play a shit again. i have to fake and feel guilty. i just cant have a fucking proper sectional once a week.

individuals. no time for sectional where does my individual time come from? no individuals how to help my section in the pieces? my sense of rhythm is weaker than everyone else. spamming the recording of symphonic dances and staring hard at the score doesnt help much. get to know abit of the starting. towards the middle part i can hardly hear a shit from trombone. dont even have time to try out, cant figure the rhythm on my own, i might as well quit band lar. fuck...

i cant improve. tone ok so what? not as if holding long notes throughout the concert -.- such useless sl for what? give me just one post. sp. im happy enough. i let winston and marcus down. they think highly of me being sl yet i cant do a shit to help my section they not cooperating with me and the limited time i spend with them. sectional always not productive. mr tan conduct sectional all tiam tiam there then play so nice. i take only all give me shit.

morning assembly. me andy and russell never play. trombone section like wiped out. only waihong supporting the whole section. spencer pro so what? cant hear a shit from him. whole day blame bracers. winston and christopher could blast paddle Bb with braces. ask you hold long notes. you gave me the fuck face. if you want the sl to motivate you to work hard. you think the sl see you like that not sian isit? i motivate you, you motivate me.

ask you what you want to improve on, you told me all achieved. since it is so, what for join vscb? we are a bunch of students who wants to make music. most of us start from scratch. we are not that pro. you dont have to look down on us.

"its a crime to be brilliant". fuck off. you think you that pro go join tkwo lar. vscb only take in those with passion to make our dreams come true. not those fuckers who think they pro and yet isnt. i teaching halfway must cut into me and started taking over. i keep quiet but it doesnt mean i dont care. you do that is equal to saying "you suck" right in my face. at least respect me lar. you want teach, you take over the sl post. we can always discuss with mr tan and
the teachers. if not fucking shut up and do what i tell you to.

sometimes its like you want to do something and cant do it is worse than you didnt do anything. you feel so helpless and wished that god was next to you to help you solve this. please lar...im just a se3 student. my studies so fucked up. now add in band. i fucking screw up everything lar. i also have my limits lar...think i made of metal can withstand any amount of pressure...

"aiya pump then pump lor" sounds familiar? i bet this came across most of your minds when i pump you all. not i want to. but its the fastest way to get things drilled into your heads...now is the juniors shouting at the seniors that pump them wrongly. it wasnt this all along. senior pump we tiam tiam do liao and get over with it. now? pump 20 only complain this complain that. fuck up...

adding to it, family problems...FUCK MYSELF man...its so tiring to live on...

2008-08-18T21:57:00.006+08:00

Quiz time!
1.The person who tagged you is:
Yong Jie

2.Your relationship with him/her is:
Err schoolmate and chinese class classmate bah.

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her:
- very emo
- sleeps alot in class
- super dark!
No more le. maybe im not that close to him bah.

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
Hmm let me see...giving me a little words of encouragement
and asking me to dont sad :/

5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you:
"Ehh dont emo leh" i was just resting at that time :/

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Err not possible de lar...

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to
improve on will be:
Be fairer!

8.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Disturb him when he sleeping. dont give him peace =x

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Too dark.

10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her
now is:
Get him his her(:

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Nice guy but too dark. and im jealous of it ):

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you:
Not sure...dont wish to know. confirm something negative...

13. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate about
yourself is:
Medical condition ):

14. The ideal person you want to be is:
Mr nice guy that everyone likes.

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Thank you and i love you (:

16.Pass this on to 10 people you with to know how they feel
about you: (dont have to do if you dont want to)
1. Sidney
2. Vanessa
3. Ashley
4. Andres
5. Yongkang
6. Kasidet
7. Shaowei
8. Rei-en
9. Xinyi
10. Weiliang
(not of any particular order)

Who is no.6 (Kasidet) having a relationship with?
Err i dont know. heard from him was a guy :S

Is no.9 (Xinyi) a female or male?
Female.

If no.7 (Shaowei) and 10 (Weiliang) are together, will it be
a good thing?
No way...gays!!! I hate gays =x

How about no.5 (Yongkang) and 8 (Rei-en)?
Juicy news man. How would they even know each other?
either of them must be a stalker :/

What is no.2 (Vanessa) studying about?
Literature. i failed my sec2 eoy lit, 39.3 F9.

When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 (Ashley)?
Last night.

What kind of music band does no.8 (Rei-en) like?
Metal! i downloaded one of them for her the other time.
whats with girls who listen to metal?

Does no.1 (Sidney) have any siblings?
Yes, 2 beautifully elder sisters whom yu tian thought was
his mum. haha

Will you woo no.3 (Ashley)?
Shall skip this. Later tongues start rolling :/

How about no.7 (Shaowei)?
NO! hes a bitch. cannot cannot.

Is no.4 (Andres) single?
Beats me. i want to know too. be honest no.4!

What is the surname of no. 5 (Yongkang) ?
Omg if i wasnt asked this question, i wouldnt know that
i didnt know O: im sorry yongkang :/

What is the name of no.10 (Weiliang)?
Chang wei liang

What's the hobby of no.4 (Andres)?
Hmm. according to him, its making friends and making
them SMILE. haha. very nice friend^^

Does no.5(Yongkang) and 9(Xinyi) get along well?
O.o it doesnt apply for now...kaine intro them leh...

Where is no.2 (Vanessa) studying at?
Kc

Say something casual about no.1 (Sidney).
Bimbotic (:

Have you tried developing feelings for no.8 (Rei-en)?
Err. Nope :/

Where does no.9 (Xinyi) live?
Hmm. somewhere in the west i guess, near st nicks.

What colour does no.4 (Andres) like?
Purple! or maybe red. its according to his crumplerSSS.

Are no.5 (Yongkang) and no.1(Sidney) best friends?
Nope. not very close. but know each other.

Does no.7 (Shaowei) like no.2 (Vanessa)?
No. shaowei bitches about all girls =x

How did you get to know no.2 (Vanessa)?
Studied together in kfc.

Does no.1 (Sidney) have any pets?
Nope. though his house is so damn big...

Is no.7 (Shaowei) the sexiest person in the world?
Not the sexiest, but sexy. His whoosa whoosa is hot man :/

Anyway. it was aulydia's birthday yesterday. i was
supposed to post this last night but i was super sleepy
so went to sleep. sorry >.<

2008-08-15T22:52:00.002+08:00

i want to go venice very badly ): its so nice..

hmm. didnt blog for about a week liao. ca was
manageable lar...physics fail, chem can pass,
ss dont know, english dont know...

band is sian...can i just take a break?

2008-08-09T17:21:00.005+08:00

its national day today!!!
though im just a permanent resisdent in singapore,
i still feel high lar. i will be joining amry and
changing my national identity soon anyway.

stuck at home doing nothing...no mood to study...
this sucks man. ca is just next week and i havent
even study at all...just did mindmaps...
thats all about today.

yesterday:
went to school for service learning carnival. so
stupid lor...out of so many days must make it
on the eve of national day when we all celebrating
le...

so boring lor the concert...the items performed
is nice but on the wrong occasion...singing fall
for you on a national day celebration a bit off...
school ended after sending the folks onto their
buses.

was damn reluctant to go for amaths lesson.
so slack in canteen then went to watch the soccer
match between 3b and 3d. the obvious thing is
3b will win.
got persuaded by weiloong to go for amaths lesson.
i reached only. all leaving liao... lesson ended T.T
waste time sehh...

went back to the field. the match ended and some
of the spectators started forming teams to play.
i joined in too :/ some of us were playing in long
pants luckily chia not in school...

left at 2 for weiloong's house to change and go
watch mummies with kailynn and jacklyn. was
supposed to meet at 245 in tm. but was late so
we cab from weiloong house to tm. reached there
at 330. met up and went in. yu-en and his friends
there also.

mummies was not bad lar. action-packed. just
that i feel the movie name doesnt fit...after the
movie the girls couldnt finish the nachos. so they
gave weiloong and he think cool. go shake then
spill the cheese on my jacket -.- now so sticky...

met up with alvina and renice for the second movie.
then all dont know what to do. so go eat at pasta
and skipped the movie. i dont want to watch
journey to the center of the earth anyway...looks
so lame...

walked alvina to her mum. then walked home.
jaryl pangseh us...dont want come...

im a sore loser...see you having a new boyfriend i felt damn lousy...
though it is good to see that you are happy now...

2008-08-05T22:42:00.004+08:00

have love and no need it, need love and not have it...
haix...

went thaipan for lunch again. went back to school,
unpleasant things happened. dont wish to elaborate
on it. talk some sense for dont know how long
before going home.

giving up hopes...

god, when can you be fair to me?

2008-08-04T23:40:00.003+08:00

when i walked into the lift with my neighbour,
they were staring at me like im some alien. i know
my parents' quarrelling is audible from very far.
i didnt dare to look at my neighbours...i know
sometimes they quarrel because i triggered them.
i blame myself for that...why do i always blame
others for my own mistake?

band not doing well, studies not doing well. my life
is just like what oswin said. screwed up.

2008-08-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

goddamn my family...
fucked up...

2008-07-31T20:43:00.004+08:00

my theory/observation:
whenever you take 31 during peak hour and it
clashes with the ite college releasing time, before
the bus reaches ite, if it is full, you will realise
something. the mats will run for the bus.
but they wont board it. they will then act as if
they are sad that they missed it. and furthermore,
if you are lucky enough, you can see the holy
finger emerging from their hands. ( _l_ )

one cool observation from a guy who has taken
31 for more than 2 years...

hmm school was quite ok today. finished all my
old emaths homework and handed them up. felt
i let go of a heavy load le. though my load is still
as heavy as ever...pe, slacked. watched my
classmates play soccer. how i wished i can change
into a vs pe kit, pull up my vs socks, tighten my
shoe and step confidently on the soccer field, run
around and kicking balls.

chinese lesson was a free period cause cao lao shi
on mc. did a shi han. the topic is so easy. slowly did
my essay and tranquilizing in music. end of class i
alreay did half of it. didnt stop at all. free flow of
ideas. hopefully this can happen in the o level
express chinese compo.

chem lab was quite manageable. played with the
chemicals again. titration is fun man. mix and
match. haha :/

sectional. eugene doesnt seem like he takes it
seriously...sad...i admit i am a boring guy, sectional
is obviously a boring one...sorry...

i came across this:
http://http//www.youtube.com/watch?v=0VuNewm6aM0&feature=related
she is one of the contestants for the first campus
superstar.

smile a few days never come online le. wonder
how is she now...missing the whole bunch of them ):

今天的课都还不错。我终于把我牵老师的数学作
业做完了，也交了。觉得很轻松哦！体育课时坐
在一旁看同学们踢足球。多么渴望能穿上vs的运
动服，拉上袜子，绑好鞋带，很自信得踩在体育
场上，踢踢球…

华文课变成了自修课因为曹老师请了病假。荣老
师给了我们一个私函的题目，很容易做。我一边
听着音乐，一边做着私函。希望年底的 O水准能
一样的难度。

化学课依旧做titration。好好玩哦 :/

练习了乐器。很闷啊！

http://http//www.youtube.com/watch?v=0VuNewm6aM0&feature=related
这是一位新加坡的歌手。她今年才18岁就到台湾
参加超级星光大道 III 。很了不起哦！
蔡嘉航，我永远支持你！

晓笑好几天都没上msn了不知道她现在怎么样了…
很想念我们的buddy buddy哦~ ):

2008-07-29T23:24:00.003+08:00

hmmm...i feeling so lazy to blog. maybe i'll do it
tmr...

我觉得很懒散…不想blog，我看我还是明天再blog
吧…

晓笑，不要为了一个不值得伤心的人而感到难过。
要坚强，要加油！

2008-07-28T20:50:00.004+08:00

kaine tagged me to do this.

copy and paste to your own journal,
erase my answers, and add your own.
use the 1st letter of your name to answer each
of the following questions.
they have to be real places, names &/or objects
and nothing made up
try to use different answers if the person you
got this from has the same 1st initial.

you CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name
question. and have fun!

1) 4 letter word:~~wank~~ wink!

2) boy name: wai hong (im not a gay puhlease...)

3) girl name: wanpeng
(sidney's friend name, cause i cant think of a
girl name starting with w...)

4) occupation: worker (construction site ones) :/

5) a colour: white (purity^^)

6) something you wear: winter clothing

7) beverages: wintermelon tea

8) food: white chunky bar! love it man.

9) something found in bathroom: wax

10) a place: washington

11) a reason for being late: wishing upon a star

12) something you shout: what the ~~fuck~~!

13) a show that you watch: witch wall wabes =x

thank you jj for the help! haha. kaine's stupid
quiz...tag whoever wants to do this.

2008-07-27T20:56:00.004+08:00

ah 2 days never blog le. felt so lazy to blog lor.
though have so many to blog about. hmm. i shall
spam pictures.

yesterday:
went for band prac. got shouted by mr tan...
the feeling is not at all nice...he spend like 20
min on my section. taught us how to balance.
think of the lower octave and played your note.
you will sound more in tune.

went for cip after that. it was cancelled when we
reached there caused the elderly got some problem.
so sian lar. pon games for cip then cannot do -.-

junming treated movie at 345. not a bad deal^^
watched 赤壁. 林志玲 is so pretty! hahaha.
the battle scenes are not bad. but a bit draggy.
the worst thing is the "赤壁之战 to be continued"
must wait until next year jan i think...

went for pizza hut. junming loves thin crust.
everything also thin crust one. went home after
the super full dinner.

oya i forgot to mention. my bro booked out
on fri night. but he went out till 4am so it
seems like he havent come back.

today:
slept and slept. wasted one whole day at home.
didnt went out as planned, so didnt know what
to do. so sian. studied a little then napped then
7...ate dinner and went to send bro off to camp...
felt so emo at that moment. hate partings...

some pics taken this few days:

my chinese o level listening comprehension
label on the table.

jj apgl, dont want finish his 2 pcs chicken meal :/

temple ): vivid memories come back...

i found this in a bookshop in suntec on saturday.

pizzahut restaurant's sparkling lights.

love shape pizza. so nice (to eat) lor.

2008-07-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

hmm...got flare up today ):
hot hot! so sian lar...

2008-07-23T21:17:00.003+08:00

"Sometimes i daydream, that i can run away to
a faraway land, a small village, when everybody
knows everybody and we're like one whole tight
family."
-sidney

hmm...i guess i am thinking of the same thing.
i daydream that i have one whole tight family.
going out for a simple meal for festivals, or
memorable occasions. that all i wished for. is it
really that difficult to come true?

had speech day rehearsal today. the schedule
and all is screwed up. our band discipline,
playing standard cant make it...mass pump by
bms just now. hmm i guess if for playing
standards, its the SLs fault. especially for my
section. mostly not looking at conductor, talking
during the parade. keith and fareez until now
still cannot memorise victorian anthem...haix...

sectional tomorrow. here are my goals:
1) all can play victorian anthem by heart,
2) all can play the pieces for speech day.

i changed my blog song liao! always be my baby^^
so nice!

我多么希望我有个很亲密的家庭，每逢佳节或有意
义的日子到外头吃顿饭，那是多么的温馨啊。我只
渴望这，有这么难实现吗？

我换blog的歌了。虽然是英文，但这首歌的意义是：
你永远做我的爱人。哈哈。好好听哦！

2008-07-22T23:11:00.007+08:00

haha, i dont want to blog about what we did
with the buddy and what happened. because its
very saddening, i will cry ):

哈哈，我不想blog我们和buddy们做的事和
发生的事。因为我会哭 ): 太感伤了…

service learning. we played games with them.

我们和孤独的老人玩游戏，希望能把快乐注进
他们的生活。

we got table 38 this time. haha.

这次我们坐在桌子38号上。哈哈。

so serious when it comes to food menu...dont see
this attitude in their studies >.<

看菜单就那么聚精会神，却没看见他们对学业
有这种态度 >.<

mocha float! heavenly drink man~

one whole row drinking mocha float . i dont
have ):

一整排都在喝mocha float。我没有 ):

6 people's dinner bills, $149.25! O:

六个人的晚餐费用。

racial harmony day ethnic costumes. haha.
im a malay :/

种族和谐日里的不同种族服装。我身上穿的是
马来人的传统礼服。

new sec3 level coordinator: wenglok!

我当上了新的中三的班长社主管 :/

chemistry lab, my favourite, can mix all the
different chemical to make nice compounds^^
the best thing is this is hot pink! my favourite
colour =D

化学试验时，我乱乱把试验品加在一起的结果。
这是粉红色的！我最喜欢的颜色 =D

2008-07-20T22:03:00.004+08:00

day 4:
我们到班上上课。数学课真是闷啊…

在体育课时打篮球。4男 3女对 7男，男生不能
抢女生的球，所以我们的队赢了。哈哈女生们都
很奸诈 :/

铃声响后，buddy们都回校舍梳洗了，11再下来。可
是老师说到12点，而我们却在等我们班的buddy，
所以翘了点课^^ 谢谢你们！嘻嘻

我明天再blog其余的。很累啊，要去睡觉了。再见！

day4:
we went to the class for lessons. emaths is so boring...

the next lesson is pe. we played basketball. 3girls
and 4 boys vs 7 boys. guys cannot snatch the ball
when the girl possesses the ball. thats explains
why we won the game. haha, the girls are so
~~cunning~~ :/

bell rang for recces le. the buddy buddy went
to the hostel to wash up till 11. but the teachers
said 12noon. and we were waiting outside the hostel
till 1130. haha, we pon lessons for awhile. thank
you! hehe.

i will blog about the rest. very tired, going to
sleep liao. byebye!

2008-07-19T21:39:00.006+08:00

我很伤心！ ):
我们的 buddy buddy 回到中国了。那么快就
分开了，还真是舍不得啊！

我和晓笑 (:

多一张

我们的组员们

全体合照

我们的组员！

我和 rachael ^^

荣健和我

诗楠，weiliang, azmi, taufik 和昌瑶

yufan, 诗楠和我

钧翔，晓笑和我

再多一张我和晓笑

昌瑶，晓笑和诗楠。

我明天再谈谈我们在这几天做了什么 (:

2008-07-16T21:59:00.002+08:00

continuing from yesterday. after o level listening
compre, slack in school cause raining. went off
to parkway when the rain has stopped.

waited for about 1h + before they reached. was
anticipating them to come. they went to change
money as some of them havent change yet.

shopped with our group. me and wei liang tagged
with the girls while sean and adrian with the guys
as they were looking for different things.

xiao xiao was looking for a watch. exquisite watch.
she went in one of the shops and saw a puma
watch that was quite nice. she bought a watch
with red strap. i just realised that she is very
thin. the watch seems oversized for her :/

went around to see see look look. ended up at
giant where taufik was following his friend.
they bought some tidbits before we went down
to gather and go back school for dinner.

our dinner wasnt provided. so we waited for
our buddies to finish their dinner and go up
to their rooms to rest before we leave.

today:
lessons as per normal. was kind of boring without
the buddy buddy(朋友朋友). haha. lets skip to
band prac. still suck. strike up the band is still a
problem. seems like an easy piece. but the effort
needed to perform well is high man...

band prac ended after the rehearsal. just nice(:
went to hostel to meet our buddy buddy for their
dinner. had a little picture taking session.

bid goodbye to them. before directing the teachers
to orchard road. ate dinner at simei sakura. was
overall not bad. but wei loong think fun. started
challenging me stuffing bubble tea pearls into our
mouths. see who can stuff more wins. he won cause
my pearls were left with so little.

hmm. tmr is home experience. i want to watch
red cliff. but its freaking 150mins. so long. no time
to watch ): sian lor...they should allow the students
to sleep in our houses for at least one night ^^

2008-07-15T23:05:00.002+08:00

back from school. went to school with vanessa
again. we took the 615 bus. my first time taking
this time de bus. normally is earlier than 610
one.

we pressed the bell this time. like seriously cause
walking from mandarin garden to school in the
morning is purely retarded...

reached school and prepared to go meet the
china buddies in the hostel but didnt expect
them to be in front of the stairs to parade square
when we were there already. brought them up.

put my bag in class. and went to accompany
them. principal welcomed them and exchanged
gifts. back to class for lessons. my buddy 叶晓笑
whose christian/english name is smile sat next
to me. smile! shes quite a quiet girl. maybe cause
shy. but shes definitely a vain girl. she keeps
looking into her pocket mirror and adjusting her
hair. during physics lesson, she almost fell asleep
lor. this shows that physics is very boring...

had 3 free periods cause mdm farrah never come
school. played games with the buddies. i swear
5-10-15-20 is damn fun.

english lesson was held in the av room. had a mock
debate. my group did moderately well. but i failed
for my part...how do i know what a fourth speaker
do? no vivid examples...

after school released. brought buddies to hostel
area to meet up cause they are going to ecp and
parkway. couldnt tag along as we got chinese o
level listening compre...reported at like 1420.
exam starts 1500...slept for awhile before the
vigilator wake us up. the exam was quite manageable.

shall continue tmr. im so tired already. byebye (:

2008-07-14T22:20:00.002+08:00

took 31 with vanessa today (:
haha. she look so tired.

the 31 didnt stop beside the school but outside
mandarin garden...cause no one press the bell
and the driver is bloody retard and bastard.
purposely dont want stop...

walked back to vs like parade sia. imagine you
see one batch of people in uniform walking
together and going to school in the morning...
you will probably think that they are crazy...

i shall not talk about lessons. so boring...

after school went down to canteen and slack.
no sec1 sectional today cause 1b got beach clean
up. then both of them suay suay same class...

did section log book during my free time finally...

went for english remedial lesson with yunsol.
its purely waste of time...we have to leave by
430 to go fetch the visitors from china. the
remedial started at 400. delay abit. then listen
to ms neo teach about narrative then went off.

coached to airport. waited for awhile before they
came out of the arrival door. we gave they a
warm welcoming. "gentleman" clap.

found out our buddies. i switched with sean
before we saw our buddy. haha. sean must be
furious now. got a macho guy, while i got a cute
girl. i actually got a macho guy at first ^^

coached back to school and had dinner with them
at 1900. had a walk around school after dinner.
i literally became a tour guide. and speaking in
chinese to explain the places and things in school
isnt that easy :/

went home after we bid goodbye.
excited about tomorrow. got outing with them^^
byebye. going to chiong chem after this. im
going to pass the test tmr with flying colours!

2008-07-14T00:02:00.002+08:00

they actually threw the box of donuts in the
trash bin...the donuts were eaten at all...

2008-07-13T20:45:00.002+08:00

the exchange programme is tmr! im excited about
it! haha. hoepfully its a nice one.

xxxxx

went to erwin's house for project. his family is
really close man...haix...how nice would it be if
i had a very close family or at least close family?

brother is damn tired in army ):
sad to hear that...

2008-07-13T01:26:00.003+08:00

i dozed off on my com table until now O:
didnt reply so many people on msn. im so sorry
>.< going to sleep now.

tmr(later) need to go erwin's house do chem
project...

they werent even appreciative of the donuts...
the box of them were there lying on the table to rot.
"waste money buy these kind of thing."
then show some fucked up face.
i was just trying to be "filial"...

2008-07-12T19:59:00.008+08:00

today's a long day for me man.
morning woke up and took bus to school for band
prac. had warm ups then mr tan came at 0900.
he just did chords and intonation. then he gave
us a new piece to play for speech day. a very
funfair-like piece. heard the recording.

had sectionals from 0920 to 1030. went through
the first part of the new piece. i realised that my
section's rhythm is not that tight. sometimes
lagging sometimes rushing. shall work on it the
next sectional on this coming wed.

went off for service learning at rochor centre.
waihong never bring his uniform so ended up
going his house. changed liao then go bugis mrt
meet junming. had lunch together. the following
pictures are what we had.

the restaurant's water corner. the design is so
cool lor.

the table number. 1! oya. we went to a
japanese/western restaurant.

i ordered this. its the same as aglio olio. just some
mushrooms in it. pasta mania one tasted better :/
its $14.80 by the way.

a super thin crust pizza. its covered with prawns.
i took one part of it. if anthing happens, its still
worth it! =x

cheesecake with black sesame flavour!
the two sticks are the pokki one. its salted.
i love the strawberry sauce~!

black sesame flavour ice-cream with toasted
bread. damn nice combination!

junming treated me and waihong. the total
cost was erm, $78.50. he even gave them tips
of $1.50. maybe cause he lazy to take coins.

went to bugis mrt control station to wait for
the rest. then headed to the old folks home.
it was very old.

i sweeped the floor while the rest wiped the
window panes. was very dusty so i couldnt
do. after finishing outside, we went in to wipe
the tables, chairs and refrigerator.

before...

after...
so clean right? pro-ded cleaners we have in the
class :/

cleaned the fan blades and cover. slacked awhile
before going downstairs to buy some things for
the elderly. we ended up buying for ourselves.
i bought a 1-litre vitasoy. was so thick until i want
to throw up.

waihong is mugging in the old folks home :/

slacked till 1715 then left the home. junming
wanted to see watches from swatch for his
friend. saw the watch. was nice, but ex. then
he didnt bring enough money. so he said
next time.

he told us,"eh we go eat udon again? i want to
eat. very nice leh."
me and waihong stoned. i changed his mind to
go eat j.co donuts^^
he treat again lor. this time is $34.50. i feel so
bad lar :/ treat me the whole day.

oreology
biology = lousy (i love this) ^^
geology = sleepy (i agree)
oreology = yummy! (i dont know cause junming
ate it)

ice chocolate which is so thick that we cant drink.
the donuts' filling were so thick liao. also throwing
up. second time in the day :/

J. CO

tabao 2 donuts for vanessa. but she wasnt at home
yet so cannot give her. brought home and gave
parents. sorry vanessa :/

lesson learnt: dont go out with junming if you want
to feel balanced. he bought 2 vaios this holiday...
one $1999, one $3999...he told us that he spent
$10000 last month...he also told us his mum is
going to buy a car. i forgot which car but i rmb
the price. more than a normal 6 seater car...god
how come there is such rich people...but going
out with him you gain one thing. you saved your
pocket money for the day^^

thanks junming for the treat today(:

xxxxx

ohno. im down with flu again ):

2008-07-10T21:00:00.002+08:00

i want to cry liao )':
bro went into army le. feel something in my life
missing. the theory is true:
you will only learn to cherish what you have after
you lose it.
will be missing him for 2 weeks till 25 july.

hmm lessons today were meant for me to copy
my other homework. will have to see mr chia
tmr for not completing amaths holiday homework...

went to school alone but luckily saw afiq. thanks
man saved me from loneliness.

slept in bandroom after school during the
woodwinds assessment. so nice to sleep in bandroom
in the afternoon. so cooling, comfy. unlike the ncc
land cadets, marching in the sun :/

went to cs with sidney to see dickies again. now
got more patterns, but dont have the one we like.
walked over to tm to buy my white omni acrylic
paint. turn out no stock...the stock only comes
next week. which means i cant do my personal
project O: my room desperately need some
decorations. so plain lor now.

i borrowed a drawing book from the school
library :/ the first book i borrowed from school.
who want to be my first model?

2008-07-09T21:19:00.003+08:00

b div soccer team lost to sports school 4 - 0 .
a very big gap. but it was an honour to watch them
lose. a very well played game though some blunders
here and there. they have shown the sportsmanship,
unlike the sports school. ryson injured, they just
happily continue -.-
referee also kayu one...so many fouls not spotted,
dont care about injuries...

hmm. no night study cause cancelled cause of the
soccer match. but the mc/psb clique still stayed
for their own night study. i couldnt stay cause got
family dinner. bro going to army tmr.

when we were eating. i see the table: 2 couples
seated with each other. ordered 3 cups of drink,
parents 1, bro and suyi 1, me 1. so lonely...

off to study. byebye.

anybody wants to take 31 with me tmr morning?
please contact me. i dont like taking long bus rides
alone ):

2008-07-08T20:41:00.003+08:00

my throat is hurting again...the main cause:
conduct sectional ): so painful lar. must shout
then they can hear, almost everyone one were in
the band practicing.

oya. had express chinese o level oral today. hmm
should i say its quite manageable? i think can lar.
though i screwed up some parts in the reading
aloud. i think getting a 30/40 is possible :/

haix. i regret not being in the exco of mc...cant
attend meetings like agm...cant be part of decision
making...feel so extra with the exco...

im going to study like right now. after the chinese
o level oral, it made me feel that o level is really
round the corner. as if im a sec4 now...

why isit always sidney and vanessa who are the
ones motivating me with their actions and words
but not words only. even my parents dont ):
i realised that i have really good friends round
me. i sincerely thanks you all (:

2008-07-07T20:40:00.004+08:00

back from the outing! haha. everything was nice
except the movie, which is supposed to be the
climax...haix...the stranger just cant make it :/

hmm. lets start from the start of the day, i woke
up and realised that bro had formatted the com.
its as clean as a new one. thanks (: hopefully you
see this.

the com started up in like 30sec. fast right! :/
haha. dont be jealous. hmm restored my settings
and my documents. took me 3 hours to copy 20%
of my documents. the movies took the longest
time...now my documents still copying. i think
there's too much junk inside. haha.

went out to meet sidney and vanessa. was late
haha. at 1pm im still at home :/ sorry.

went to cs to find sidney's dickies. a typical mat
bag now. 49$ leh. waste money seh...

mrt-ed to cinileisure. got confused and took the
wrong side at raffles place. took to marina bay.
then back to somerset. haha. we took pictures
while waiting for the train to depart.

queued up and bought tickets for the stranger as
the 2.45 de 10 promises to my dog got sold out ):
someone watch 10 promises to my dog with
me leh...

went into the theatre. was anxious to find out
what the story is about since it was inspired
by true account. in the end, it turned out so
lame. the only nice part is the whole movie was
with suspense. non-stop one. starting already
got liao. all the way till the end. my heart got
gripped so tightly. was gruesome and "scary".
not worth watching though.

went to shop shop around then go home le.
took 28 with vanessa as sidney wants to go pasir
ris cut hair. AGAIN. like so soon lor. haha. cant
blame him. he's a bimbo after all :/

vanessa was so quiet on the bus. i dont know what
topic to start so i also quiet :/ feel so bad. haha.
sorry >.<

vanessa so nice lar. she printed a copy of the trybe
notes on leadership for me. its very useful. thanks
alot girl (:

bro is going into army on thurs. im feeling kind of
sad. like so sudden. i guess i will miss him ):

you look especially pretty today >.<

2008-07-07T12:36:00.003+08:00

going off to watch movie in town with sidney and
vanessa(: weeeee~~ im so happy!

2008-07-06T13:37:00.002+08:00

yesterday:
had band prac. was a better one. though it still
suck. played through summertime. caleb must
jiayou! you can play the solo one, dont nervous!
mr tan commented that trombone section's tone
very rough, must be rounder. haix...section not
good is because the sl suck, never teach properly.
i failed to do a good job ):

collected our temple performance costumes!
memories of the batch working hard for it, the
fun we had. a very valuable set of clothes.

went home with loong and kaine. missed a 9 at
bedok mrt cause we had a handicapped with
us :/

went to bed to rest at 805, in the end slept till
today morning 1130...wasted how much life
sleeping man...

today:
woke up and use com as usual. com gone crazy
already...no taskbar, no desktop icon, cant press
windows...alt tab also no use...sian lar...

hopefully bro can fix the com by tonight...if not
i will go crazy too...

but now the com better already. can blog but cant
go online...

omg! i saw my calender and its the 6th! i still got 2
more days to o lvl chinese oral D: im so not ready
yet! shall go around speaking in chinese now.
chinese speaking campaign is now on for me
i will look as if im a chinaman in the construction
site now :/

tmr watching movie in town! yay! (:
hopefully vanessa can go, if not i will cry ):

2008-07-05T00:35:00.002+08:00

ive finally let down a huge load that ive been
holding this few days man. relieved!
feeling better now.

parents confirm allow me to go guangzhou le.
yay! but then like that vanessa is going to miss
the 2 of us leh. i feel so bad :/

band as usual, still a mystery to unravel. our
standards are so shaky that the band pracs had
become individual prac...haix...
shall blog more about it after today's(?) band
prac. going sleep. bye(:

did something happened to you?

2008-07-03T21:16:00.002+08:00

im left with 3 more terms to the prelims. fast
right? its was vanessa's blog post that woke me
up totally. i thought it still far but its very fast...

this is what she wrote on her blog:
"...Mrs Teo told us something & it really
woken me up. Its already term 3 of Sec 3 already.
How time flies. 3 more terms (10 more months)
to study before Prelims and O levels which is
scheduled on the 2nd semester of Sec 4. Need to
start studying hard!"

i need to catch up with the chapters taught in
the first half of the year cause i have practically
been sleeping through half the year...the drive
to excel wasnt in me anymore. "aiya fail then fail
lor. still got time." was what i always told myself
when i failed.

especially in amaths, i dont listen in class, dont
copy the notes, all i did was to sleep, when the
results suck i blamed mdm teo. it was actually
me. if the teacher suck, the class would have
done equally bad but why people like kasidet
and ming hao can still score so high? the problem
lies in me.

today we went to the army museum. was quite
an interesting place to go before going into the
army. it allows you to prepare yourself of the
army life if you are a guy...

someone enlighten me on how to take a section
and be a good section leader...im lost...which
approach should i use? the friend friend one or
the whole day pump one?

2008-07-02T19:54:00.005+08:00

haix...my life is so sad...isit a mistake to like a
person? i think yes...

lessons today was quite ok, just that its damn
boring...especially amaths. but i learnt polynomial
today. some skill...

helped mrs melissa lim do the voting of "byob"
(bring your own bag) design competition. sacrificed
my recess to do this but getting chocolate in exchange.
not a bad deal anyway :/

tmr will be going to the army museum. should
be a fun field trip. looking forward to it.

bus 38 is screwed man...i pressed the bloody bell
twice, and yet the bus captian never open the exit
door -.- the bus license plate is sbs 3712 k. so
if you see this 38, dont board...

i am so fucked up...

2008-06-30T20:25:00.005+08:00

morning assembly was better today. as compared
to last weeks. i guess the perc sec1s are more
confident now. a good thing. but overall, the band
still needs to improve faster. if not we wont make
it for the istana performance :/

open my bag and wanted to take out my attendance
file, i found out what i didnt bring. all my files -.-
damn...left it on my table...didnt bring emaths
holiday homework again...rawr why am i so
forgetful?

ok. didnt mark attendance cause never bring.
kasidet called me in the morning telling me
he broke his toe so cant go school. thanks for
informing me(: hope you're better now.

damn...im screwing up my sequence of event...
ahh!!! nvm...forget it...

erm. the lessons were okok lar. amaths still my
dreaded subject...trying hard to keep awake.
listening to music...in the end slept for awhile
and woke up when mdm teo scolded joseph for
listening his mp3. i was semi awake so didnt
bother taking off my earpiece...
i setting a bad example man :/

school ended. went to band room straight for
batch meeting. ive learnt things like,"if you
dont have an aim for your sectional, you will
end up doing nothing." i have heard that
somewhere else also, but was another version:
"if you as a leader dont have an aim, you will
end up taking your group members to a walk
in the garden."
i shall have aims before every sectionals now
on.

took out some files and scores. saw a piece of
paper which struck me. "discipline-less system".
the 2 pages of words really enlighten me on
how to conduct sectionals and command my
section so that they wouldnt hate me, pon
sectionals. i shall share a little with you all when
i get it back from luqman.

practice awhile before going home. practiced
a solo piece called 初恋 (first love) not the one
by hikaru utada. was easy but nice.

sigh...i hate myself
getting no replies isit nice at all ):

2008-06-29T13:50:00.002+08:00

trombone section sectional:
main band:
every thursday 2.15pm - 5.00pm
outside home econ room

sec1:
every monday 2.45pm - 4.30pm
outside home econ room

i will change the day after the sec1 join
main band. most likely will be on wed.

2008-06-28T18:06:00.005+08:00

[editted]
long post ahead (:

handover is today. firstly in the morning, went
to parkway bus stop to meet the rest of the section
mates at 8am. was on time. but waited for eugene
who claims his location was "behind kc" when i
called. then we decided to pangseh him and
go katong mall first :/

when we reached there. eugene came out from
his dad's car. stunned man. then sign up for
membership and went to play. the coms there
are totally cmi...no cs...so we started with dota.
owned in the first game. got owned for the second.
then switch to mini games. was damn fun. i got
high :/

then we decided to go back after playing bf...
map so freaking big yet we only have 6 people
playing...so we kind of gave up.

reach school, we were late. the handover
ceremony started :/ but they were waiting for
me. cause im an emcee also...sorry >.<

it started off well. im not a good emcee ):
cant talk when im facing a huge crowd...
haha. anyway, we had the video playing.
was very hilarious. hope the sec4s like it :/

then was the tradition play. invited juniors and
acted the kungfu panda! haha. was damn funny.
shall not elaborate much on this.

gave out the badges and files to the sec1 juniors.
ms tan was invited to give them the badges and
files.

next, the sec3s posts. i got double post.
special project and section leader. stressful ):
but i will work hard to improve the band.
i will inspire you all!

luqman and mirza the band majors now. they
seem very inspired now. even more than the
temple times :/

the outgoing band majors gave their speech next.
the talk was very inspiring. i got more confidence
liao. then mr tan gave his speech. he sort of
threaten us to do well in both studies and band.

the teachers gave theirs too. and it ended after
the outgoing bms say "band dismiss" for the
last time.

had our last section meeting. the highlight was
me again...haha. but its ok lar. the sec4s last time
gossiping in section meeting :/

mr ikhwan had a talk with us. still study hard
and concentrate on band. some section leader
is on probation for 1 - 2 months.

then we slacked around before going field to
play soccer. played till 3+, got tired so went
back to band room to cool down. i actually
slept, and used my phone as a pillow...

went home at about 400.

special project. my dream post. now ive got it (:

section leader. wasnt supposed to be mine, but
since the sec4s gave it to me, i will try my best
to fulfill my duty.

2008-06-27T23:47:00.002+08:00

today. morning assembly was screwed. totally...
percussion sect at the beginning suddenly all
stop...then the band paused for a split second.
but luckily continued...haix...if the sec ones arent
ready please dont let them play...we will end up
screwing ourselves up...

lessons was normal. didnt go ecp today for geog,
but was postponed to next fri. must do things like
count the wave frequency :/ so troublesome...

band. darren took warm ups. was quite ok. the
feeling in the band room wasnt the same anymore.
i felt that it was like a stranger to me...the band
suddenly become so small...i could see the conductor
so clearly...maybe its a good thing, but i rather
that i cant see the conductor clearly...

band prac was bad...no excuses for it i would say.
just plainly that we arent good enough and we've
been depending on our sec4s too much. far too
much...when left alone, we couldnt produce
anything nice...maybe its just time. if the band
gets inspired by the BMs, then we can make it...
if not...haix...

had a batch meeting then i got to rush off to the
foyer for the taking of attendance for
meet-the-parents session. the sai gang that
monitors do. but im ok with anyway, we are the
leaders. i shant procastinate...

after most parents have reached, we were supposed
to go up to the hall to do ushering. mr maran came
to talk to us. he said,"you all are the only leaders
that will lead until the day you leave vs. even
when you come back to collect the o lvl results,
you are the ones that get your class organised..."
this words ensure me that that day i chose to be
a monitor, i did the correct thing. hopefully nothing
goes wrong, so that i can be a monitor till the end
of my vs school life. cant say vs life. cause once
a victorian always a victorian.

help in the ushering than left for home with afiq
and sidney. then sidney got a call from his dad
saying that he will be fetching him home. so me
and afiq went to the bus stop and wait. yunsol
called and told me they on 197, so i boarded and
left. and now. blogging and also eating my dinner
): so late liao then eat dinner...

tmr is handover...the day i dread though im going
to get my dream post. things are going to happen.
behind the scene things. am i ready for it? no...
remember during the march band camp, mr ikhwan
asked our batch are we ready for handover. we
said no. but gradually we gained some confidence.
but now, maybe its just me being paranoid, im
not ready for it...
i was just stating facts...yet you get irritated...im not saying its your fault.
i do give people the impression that i am like that...i really feel im worthless
to you...

2008-06-26T23:33:00.003+08:00

sigh. i suck.

2008-06-26T19:44:00.003+08:00

thanks waihong! i can now type in chinese on my
com. i wrote my chinese holiday compo halfway
just realised that i dont have any gao zi left -.-
sian...now must type everything on the com...
so troublesome...

oya. go sidney's blog and watch the video. its
very very funny. "baddd! for your healttthhhh!"
:/

2008-06-26T19:09:00.002+08:00

omg! George Sampson is damn pro man. his dancing
so cool! he so handsome! his my idol man!
here's the link to the britain's got talent finals result
show:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ECSn6PJiX6Q

2008-06-25T20:44:00.004+08:00

im happy today man.
I AM OUT OF ESP!!!

morning assembly mr wong read the list of names
"... rishi, wilson..." dont have wenglok! my name.
im not in esp already. yes!!!
mons to weds now is free le! yay! can go out. haha.

today we got to know our mt o level oral exam
dates. haha. mine's on the 08/07/08. nice number
lor.

the lessons today was ok lar. nothing much.
stayed back after school to go home with sidney.
nice friend right? :/
did homework outside band room for awhile.
then hassan, sulaiman and ahmad came up.
hassan as usual, took my wallet, threw down
the "pit" outside auditoriurm...
the worst, he took out almost everything...
made me climb down and pick up everything...
haha. that joker :/

erm went to sidney's class to see them do project.
omg man. so nicely done! not like my group one.
i doing everything lor. basket. anyway they did
all the way till 6. i was doing geog holiday homework
then i slack around and eventually slept awhile...
haha. just too bored. wanted to join in to help
them but scared they say i extra so i chose
to sleep.

went down to mc room put bag then chiong
to field to join in the fun. the b div soccer boys
play. was 2 - 0 when i reached. but they didnt
score after i went. im a jinx man :/
haha. but well done soccer boys. you all can act
man. fake injuries =X

went home on 31. vanessa so kind! she waited
for me and sidney at tamp interchange. and
even bought a reunion gift (: love you girl!

and im damn happy now. cause i got my bro's
phone! the camera works! YAY!

2008-06-24T19:17:00.002+08:00

saw andy's blog. and i think i should do some
evaluation on my current section.

winston sir.
our sl. got praised by mr tan on the concert
night. the proest in our section now. a fun guy.
haha.

marcus sir.
hmm. he can be my mentor :/ teaches me some
useful skills^^ erm. im inheriting his instrument.
the leaky one. haha. oya. and he is the sp currently.
my dream post.

andy.
a very smart guy. practises quite hard. one of
my closer and better friends in band though he
suans me. he's much better than those buggers
who spams other people's blog and think its fun.

waihong.
also one of my closer and better friends in band
and now, class. a smart guy too. dont study but
still scoring well. ragh i just dont get why people
can score without scoring...

russell.
a junior i got this year. he's the best in the sec2s
in my opinion. cause he is hardworking, he
listens to what we tell him. his sightreading is
very good! he wins the best junior in my mind.

fareez.
a typical mat :/ skips band prac, but still better
than the next guy. maybe cause he has talent.
but hopefully he will work harder for band.

keith.
eugene's cousin. but none of his characteristics
resemble eugene in anyway.

spencer.
a "cute" but very irritating guy. but he's good lar.
he will listen to us and give us what we want.
hopefully he can be more mature and proer.
we need trombone players man.

havent finish. shall continue tmr. gtg. bye.

2008-06-24T18:57:00.002+08:00

yeah! my bro going into ns on 10 july!
most of his properties are transferred to me! :/
haha. his phone. erm maybe iPod. erm still got
yes! his clothes and bags! so now i have 2
crumplers ^^

erm lets see. today was quite fun. mdm farrah
is cool man. good teacher! oya i forget to say,
mdm lyana went for maternity leave already.

erm. english. learnt some tips on how to write
an argumentative essay. its quite simple actually.
its like bao zhang bao dao :/

sorry for being too paranoid over handover...
i wish to catch a movie with you ):

2008-06-23T20:50:00.008+08:00

first day of school.

the band room seems empty and quiet. missed
the times when the sec4s are around. some would
be playing instruments. some slacking around
talking about the dota match they had last night.
when they are there, i dont think about what
happens if they werent there. when they werent
there, i think about what will happen.

what will happen? band starts to fall cause the
passion starts to die off when they dont get their
ideal post? what if im the sl and i cant do a good job?
someone told me that as long as i get the post
i want, dont care what the rest think. done. im
just eyeing for a sp. nothing else. i dont want to
snatch post or anything. i really dread handover
now...

the lessons were quite ok. i start to listen to
mdm teo's lesson. thats good. im motivated by
the number3 on my wishlist.

school ended. went to white sands to eat lunch.
bk. french chicken is nice. then took bus3 to erwin's
house. ris grandeur. his room is freaking nice.
its my ideal room. small, wooden floor, mattress
bed only. so japanese like :/ but i like it.

we slacked. then did research. and i used msn liao.
talked to only some people. so little people online
lor. went home at about 7. the journey seems damn
long.

2008-06-22T22:54:00.002+08:00

went out to clarke quay with aulydia(:
haha. wanted to go tcc. but then we couldnt find.
so we went coffee club instead. its a nice place
man. except for the lousy singing on the first floor.
seriously cmi lor.

ordered erm ya! blackforest coffee.
its nice man. feeling! we talked and drank coffee.
and also the scenary is nice. by the river.

then we went to walked all the way to esplanade
along the river. its really nice to walk by the river.
see tourists sightseeing.

we went to the the rooftop and i just realised that
esplanade isit that big. is small lor :/
then we walked to the library. its more grand than
the national library. but the scores section cant
make it man...so little brass one. all for strings
and piano...

we walked to marina after that. decided to
catch a movie. watched shaolin girl. i swear its
damn nice. a normal story with huge meaning.
min min is very prettaye :/

then we went separate ways. i went to the east
side then auly went to the west side.

hope you're better now.

2008-06-22T11:25:00.003+08:00

omg...netherlands are eliminated out of euro..
russia won the match unexpectedly...damn...
so it will be spain or italy vs germany in the finals?
so weird...

oya. xy's blog song is nice! go listen. haha.

2008-06-22T01:04:00.003+08:00

some reflections on temple.

can see that the batch gets really bonded together.
that was what mr ikhwan was hoping to achieve
from it i guess, and we did it. we face the problems
together. thick and thin.

my normal bus mates: sean, jj, david. i guess we
are closer now. and especially jj. i will be there
for you when you need me. its real. though it
sounds wrong.

we get more experience. this is one important
aspect also. it helps us to prepare for the days
after handover.

i made a new friend through this event. heidi.
haha. she a nice and pretty girl (: thanks for
agreeing to my wierd requests. hope we can
be friends for ever? :/

shall blog more about the performance days
tmr. very lazy to blog about it. cause its going
to be a long post :/

2008-06-21T01:44:00.004+08:00

im replying tags now. too many because of +l30N3.

jian ning: im not blind lar. just that i scared girls
ankkkry :/
rahmat: ask yourself lar. no balls isit?
jian ning: the quiz took my 20 min.
sidney: my english not good mah. haha. flattened.
ashley: haha. is i type wrong.
sidney: so fierce wor. i blog le lar. haha.
+b0n3: haha. lame worzxzxz. i seriously dont like
to talk to lame people :/
jian ning: haha. you first time know him meh?
he's forever lame :/
ernest: is wh and andy! they clearing my tagbox
for me. haha.
jian ning: walau, you cheat me...dont friend you
liao. hmph.
kaine: NO! im not gay man. im a damn straight
guy ^^
+l30N3: lol. yeah. you very kind. thanks alor (:
sidney: i busy mah. and i very tired one leh.
ashley: haha. but you know im straight right? :/
+l30N3: lol. i understand. but i will kick his face.
not balls. cause he seriously qian bian :/
xinyi: hello(: haha. the chocolates were from
rayson, our mentor. hope you all like it.
jj: dont sad lar brother. next time we take
together lar! promise.
loong: lol. yeah. but i think i could have done
better :/
rayson:haha. i linked liao. and thanks for the
buying the present for the girls (:
david: he purposely de right...
+l30N3: lol. i dont understand "AA". explain to
me :/

2008-06-21T00:52:00.004+08:00

i dont know how to explain my emotion now.
maybe mixed can be the word.

just came back from the last day of temple.

my feelings are as follows:

1. feeling sad cause cannot see the st nick's
girls already ):

2. feeling happy cause i took a photo! =p

3. feeling happy also cause our batch is much
more bonded and united (:

4. feeling a sense of lost cause we dont have to
practice for temple ):

i know i very contradicting. at first say temple

prac suck. then now i want more. i really hope i

can be in perform in temple for the rest of my

life. they are going italy soon ): but sadly we

cannot tag along. got school...

the night sky. a full moon.

the +l30N3 guy. he is wh!

haha. he look like a emo kid in this

picture man. blood in stripes. also

like a tribesman :/ rayson dont

ankkkkry.

will blog more tmr (:

2008-06-20T00:31:00.005+08:00

retarded david with hassan's specs...

david attempting to play a trombone wor.
looks quite nice. but, no professional enough lar :/

david is so talented wor. flute also can.

hassan, jj, me and david trying to camwhore :/

luqman so cute~ xD

me and david staring hard at each other.
"eh kua simi kua? buay song isit?"
haha. david screwed my face up ): so bloody...

the dead army (: comrades. nice pic.
caleb, rahmat, sulaiman, luqman, david and me.
my face kena cut off ):

ahh. have a shock already? thats why i needed
so long to soak my face...haha...shall blog more
about temple this few days tmr or the weekends
bah. sorry >.<

to kaine:
this photos were taken with david's phone,
thats why all got his pic. im not gay, kaine.

2008-06-17T18:33:00.004+08:00

got tagged by jian ning to do this quiz:

1) How many children do you want?
2. One of each. (: so that my wife wont suffer that much.
im so kind.

2) Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
Japan! im dying to see ayumi hamasaki and koda kumi! haha.

3) Whats your favourite thing to do?
Spend time with my loved ones (:

4) Do you think money can buy happiness?
No...

5) If you have one dream to come true, what will it be?
To be a fashion designer xD haha.
no lar. Is to be married and to have a house on the
island that cameron diaz went when she was emo in
the movie what happens in vegas. the one with the
light houses. Thats a very nice place!
and with two kiddys.

6) Do you believe you can survive without money?
Erm. no.

7) What are you afraid to lose?
My loved ones. hate the parting part...

8) If you win one million, what would you do?
Clear my wishlist first! :D
then invest the rest :/
im so evil. never share. haha.

9) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
She is so kind that even sidney's lame post is funny :/
She is a talkative girl. ~~i think.~~
She is very bad. make me waste 15min of my day to do
this. joking =x

10) What makes you happy?
Be with my loved ones doing what they like.
Seeing them happy, i will happy too :/ so wei da right?

11) What type of person do you hate most?
Backstabbers, hypocrites,
dont-know-act-know-everything buggers.

12) If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
Heal myself...

13) Are you sick of anything?
Flare ups...

14) What do you think it is the most important in your life ?
To not flare up again.

15) If it's the end of the world, what will be your last wish?
To kiss my other one. Kiss goodbye. haha.

16) If you have a chance to choose, would you like to go back in time?
Yes!!! So that i can make up for what ive done wrongly.
Like christopher lee like that.

17) What is the ONE thing you want it badly NOW ?
Her.

18) Whom are you close to?
No one next to me now :/

19) Do you appreciate everything given?
Yes. Im not the picky type. Just that i hate my flare
ups...

20) Who do you want your Boyfriend/Girlfriend to be?
Erm. Dont know? =P She knows.

2008-06-17T15:47:00.004+08:00

pardon me for anything that ive done wrongly...

shall blog about yesterday:
was staying at home cause got a little flare up...
damn it-.-

then ashley told me on msn that she going to
watch the incredible hulk with kc and xy. at
first i was a little reluctant to go...cause it was
damn hot outside again...but after awhile i
decided to go :/ im sorry that i didnt go band
this morning...

then at 355. i walked to take 21. the bus took
10minutes to come. so i was late. then i kan
chiong liao. but when i was about to reach,
ashley called and said that the internet cheat
her feelings. caspian dont have. haha. nvm lar.
hulk nicer(:

when i reached. i saw xy with rachael. then ashley
said two more friends coming. junzhou and
yeechong came. we waited until 500 before
going into the cinemas. we were a little late. but
luckily havent start yet.

then we watched. the movie is nice. but just that
it keeps me on the edge of the chair. very action
packed. the needles, syringe, blood. god...i get
freaked out when the blood ooz out into the
syringe lar...urghh...

then they insert the virus into the spine. sick
man...BUT the movie is touching lor and liv
tyler is so prettaye. haha.
when hulk fall from the helicopter to help fight
the villian, the emotions in her eyes was
so _______(i dont know how to say).

finish movie liao left for home with ashley.
shes a lovable girl (:
haha. i think she must be feeling flattered when
she reads this.

2008-06-17T15:00:00.002+08:00

im sorry heidi...my friends are flooding your
tagbox...really sorry...

2008-06-16T13:57:00.004+08:00

yesterday:
sleep till 230. supposed to go escape to meet the
mats at 10. haha. sorry. then i slack till 330 then
started preaparing to go out. its so sian lor. outside
so hot. home so cooling.

went to tamp interchange, mrt-ed to pasir ris.
david called and said that they were at library.
i went to find them. then we left for tanjong pagar.

i look like a waiter yesterday man...haha.

waited until till the door open...so long lor. the
boarding time is 7.00pm leh. 7+ then open...
the concert was erm. quite ok. the band's techniques
good. but the pieces make it so boring...almost
slept :/ sounded so classic lor. not my type. haha.
i want pieces like disney medley. those tuneful de.

i didnt eat dinner then go watch le. starving man...
the concert ended at around 945. so we headed
to city hall to eat. bk. then we went home. my
phone died when i reached simei station. sian...
was msging one lor. then broke the conversation.

rushed home to charge phone. then can msg le.
haha.

the matches now starts at 245am ): i cant watch
liao. sobs. and czech got kicked out. how sad
man...

today:
slacking at home. doing homework. trying to write
a compo but i could think of ideas...
didnt go band prac. cause got a little flare up...
hate it when it flares up...damn it...

wednesday is our day to talk to them guys!
go for it. we can do it!

2008-06-16T00:21:00.003+08:00

replying tags by victorine:

yes im from czps.
im a prefect.
im from 6excellence.
i like renice. (because i dont hate her)
i dont have crush on pearlyn.
im at the tkgs concert just now.
i know all of the above named.

and please dont spam my tagbox next time.
i have an email written there.
ask me on msn or email me.

2008-06-15T14:55:00.002+08:00

im blogging cause im damn bored. im supposed
to go downtown to meet the mats and david to
go tkgs concert together. but im just too lazy to
get out of house. so bloody hot man...

just some random pictures from the practices
for temple.

luqman showing off his skills.

waihong's favourite picture. taken in the sports
hall -.-

2008-06-13T23:50:00.003+08:00

i got dark eye rings liao. didnt sleep for 1 night le.
sian. but luckily i not bimbotic like sidney. i wont
bother :/

oya. solo walk last night. fun? scary?
lol. i think for the seniors is fun. but the juniors
are scared. i and sidney was stationed at the HOD
male toilet. the first checkpoint station after being
dispatched. at first we were all watching silent hill
in gentleman room 1. then watch halfway, stop.
then the juniors start to walk. danial told ghost
stories and weng keong joined in. afiq dispatch.

the first person to walk. bryan yong. that bugger,
he never walk abit scream like 5 times liao. then
mr low came down from the hostel and told us
off. cause we are waking the hostel people :/
im sorry.

the others were quite ok. then there was one person
who claims that he was weak heart and havent
eat his medicine tonight...thats was a nice lie, but
it doesnt get pass me. you still have to walk =P

yu da is the last walker, sidney wear scream mask
and got punched in the left eye. yu da busy signing
his name and reading the instructions. then he
turn around and wanted to leave. sidney stood
there blocking his way. he turn around and gave
sidney a good punch with cause his left to "sore"
for awhile. haha. serve you right :/

a general survey was conducted and most juniors
say that the HOD toilet was the scariest (:
sidney, wenglok! good job! oya shervin also. his
joker face did had an impact on the juniors. haha

then the night walk ended, the juniors all went to
the hall and sleep or rest. the sec3s all still clearing
the solowalk checkpoints. after clearing, they went
to bath and i slack in psb room playing psp (:
until like 345, most people either doze off or slept.

then i used ernest com to check the results for
austria and poland. at 86 minutes was 0 - 1.
then at 91 minutes, got freekick for austria.
the ball went off target. then a foul was committed
in the penalty area then austria got an equaliser at
92 minutes. damn...

oya. then i went BLOG HOPPING! went to someone's
blog and commented that that person was pretty.
i replied my tags at 4+ also. so cool right?

shall continue more tmr. i damn tired le...byebye(:

vanessa, we miss you! now sidney no need go
the camp next week le. so can meet up le (:

2008-06-13T11:42:00.005+08:00

yo! im now slacking at home. cause need to take
the performance attire. need to wash then iron.
and the best thing is that we need to put the
ironed attire into a small ziplock bag...might as
well dont iron-.- it will still end up getting crumpled
waste time and effort...

anyway mc camp was fun man. the icebreakers
in the morning was quite ok. two new games that
i learnt. the first was called erm isit polar bear? :/
it is similar to murderer. just that the polar bear
is the murderer. it takes a long time to finish the
game but was fun lar. i got damn hyper. haha.

the next one is called 牛奶 i think. it is kind of
a very crazy game. play already can get damn
high those kind. adam is damn funny lar. he play
this game then he like jumping around like monkey
and not knowing what he was saying :/

lunch was the next activity. we went ecp. it was
damn bloody hot T.T
after we finish eating liao. we went back. on the way,
sean chin threw the frisbee at me. it hit my erm.
there. straight into my there. then i fell and groan...
damn it man...super pain lar. then my stomach
cramp...feels damn weird there lor...

after that was scavenger hunt. i was tasked to
put the clues in the field. i know i damn bastard.
but what can i do? haha. i hid it in the field...
i think all the 3 groups went to weijian and ask
him where lor :/ the field so big, i hid 3 8cm x 2cm
paper in the field. im sorry >.<

then loong, yunsol and i went up for temple prac...
was a failure man...hate the practices...so sian and
tiring...

we went to the band room to eat dinner.
chicken rice from the canteen!

jj's half eaten chicken rice got snap by me :/
an evidence of how suck isit to eat chicken rice
in vs...

outside band room. we were eating the chicky
rice. at least now not like construction workers
:/

i shall continue later bah. and i didnt sleep last
night...then today morning pt, i was dead after
hooka...lie on the canteen bench when they were
having breakfast. was damn beat...got a little
sleep at least. ok i gtg le. chiong to school to
mc camp! then temple! will be back at 1100
like that.

vanessa, i miss you! ):

2008-06-12T01:26:00.002+08:00

oya! now my neck hurts...the filming needed us
to raise instruments higher then our heads so
that it doesnt hit when we turn around...film so
long lar. my neck would have given way lor...

the cheerleaders were next. the alien language
like so cool lor. i want the recording :/

shall continue the temple post tmr. with tmr's
exciting experience. confirm damn awkward de.
haix...

2008-06-11T16:59:00.004+08:00

david, me and jj. the costume we wearing for
the performance...like some 80's rewind lor :/
maybe with all the stylists and make-up artist,
we with look very dead to fit into the our
character: the dead army.

hello! can i say im happy?
i finally got heidi's number le! after days of
"waiting for the right time". i 'strike' after lunch
today. was very awkward lor >.< i went up to
her when she is with her friend. then ask for
her number :/ then she just gave me and i went
away. her voice is very nice! haha.
then everyone started suaning me...oh damn it...
even the teachers know...haix...

i shall go into a state of emo now. sidney's still
away ): must wait until he comes back then got
some lame entertainment :/
shall blog more about today later? hopefully. im
sleeping now. byebye (:

oya! ashley's blogskin change liao. the blogskin
now is very nice, must go see! she make one leh,
very pro hor? haha must applause for her!

2008-06-10T23:30:00.003+08:00

back from temple prac! so tired. almost slept
during the 10min break...

morning wake up and went school with afiq for
the planning/preparation for mc camp. suddenly
after saturday, i become food ic. shall continue
tmr. gtg le. byebye (:

2008-06-09T23:45:00.003+08:00

today was okok :/ im lying...
so sian lar...carry instrument play and march...
repeat dont know how many times lor...the last
row of people is dying man...the heavy weight
one. anyway cheerleaders rock!

2008-06-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

i didnt mean it to not go out tmr...im sorry...
i have temple practice everyday from tmr till
the end of holidays...weekends got to rush
homework...i barely have time to rest...
hope you arent angry...

im sorry...

2008-06-08T15:36:00.008+08:00

just some thoughts about our band :/
after temple will be hand over le. so soon.
im not really ready to take up any responsibility
yet O: how? haix...the band standard is dropping
as the year goes :/ next syf...isit a gold with
honour, gold, silver, bronze or certificate of
participation?

last year was silver.
our batch is going to handle istana performance,
syf and a musical world...

anyway, this week, im only free on wednesday!
so pathetic...someone ask me out please...

林宥嘉 new album sucks :/ only one song nice...
when you called me last night. i thought you were finding me. i was damn
happy...but when you said you pressed wrongly, it was so saddening...
i just dont get why im crazy over you...

2008-06-07T18:02:00.003+08:00

just go the chance to listen to 林宥嘉 new album.
not a bad one. 传说 is a nice song. shall continue
to listen. i think theres more nice songs. :/

2008-06-07T11:29:00.004+08:00

my bionicle! (: sidney dont jealous hor :/

a random drawing...

2008-06-06T19:56:00.009+08:00

i finished fixing my bioncle le!!! very cool lor!
i love it man! i will blog the pictures of it hopefully
by tmr bah cause my phone camera spoil then i
lazy to send repair :/ sorry! and also, thanks
vanessa and sidney! you are my most wonderful
friends! (:

morning was fun(: but couldnt go eat with you
all. miss the cup noodle lunch. kc so pro~ =x

afternoon's band prac is like shit -.- repeated
the piece like more than 10 times...we are
humans damn it...not machines...

shall blog a little about yesterday's temple
practice:
went to school to practice till about 530. the
coach come le then we board and go. the coach
is those like grassland one lor. very comfy. high
class de wor :/

we were anxious to know what place we practising
in. then suddenly we were at geylang. lorong 20
geylang says the board opposite the place. we
actually practising in an old indoor sports
stadium opposite geylang? yes-.- damn it.

went into the sports stadium. cause we thought
got chio bu to see. st nick de cheer leaders (:
go there surprises man...one person told us to
put instruments one the seats. can go up. one
lady by the name joanna~ screamed after saying
somethings. this is what happened:

one lady: "Put your instruments and settle down.
You all can go up."

joanna: "Can you all just occupy the first five rows?"

*no answer*

3seconds later,
joanna: "DO YOU ALL KNOW HOW TO COUNT!"

wtf man...pissy...and you all should have seen how
she dress. is like those in the era where there is
emperor and empress. then those woman wear
the piece of cloth called du4 dou1 (if im not wrong)
yuck man -.-

then the dinner. best lar. nslm (read my older
post to find out what isit if you dont know).
where we eat is the highlight of the practice.
we eat at roadside. no table no chair. sit on the
road like banglah workers in the comstruction site.
in the nslm, the chilli is spam one. all over. my
case was the worst i think, chicken wing soaked
in chilli...nice right? -.-
i wonder is this a torture or practice...

the normal practice fianlly started. not a bad one,
neither isit a good one. shall not elaborate too
much later you all sleep :/

at about 945 coach come liao, we took it and left.
packed up and debrief in school then went home
with most of the sec3s.

the cheerleaders seem cool (:

can someone enlighten me on which to buy?
touch or classic?

i have a sudden urge of going to a beach...

2008-06-04T18:25:00.003+08:00

got tagged by jian ning to do this survey.

About girls:Turned ON, OFF or DM:
dresses like a grandma: doesnt matter :/ cause
very motherly look...ok im just joking. it
matters -.-

plays musical instrument: doesnt matter. but best
is got bah? more graceful :/

sporty: on! cause most likely is more outgoing de.

is shorter than you: doesnt matter

same height as you: doesnt matter

is taller than you: erm hopefully not. but when the
feeling comes, it doesnt matter le.

is bigger sized than you: no way :/

has chapped lips: doesnt matter...

has green eyes: erm look so eerie lor

has blue eyes: looks very angmoh but its ok i guess

has brown eyes: no comments

has medium length hair: doesnt matter.

has short hair: cute!

drinks alcohol: can we drink alcohol now?
smokes cigs: eee so ah lian. cannot!

lame in a cute way: yes! so that the conversation
will be more lively and not dead.

wears glasses: doesnt matter.

has blonde hair: like madonna? no thanks.

has brown hair: doesnt matter

has black hair: original is the best (:

has red hair: hot! but i dont like -.-

smiles: everyone likes smiles (:

calls you just to say hi: erm. should be fine?
but if the call wakes me up, its not.

creative: YES! so that can give me surprises
everyday (: not shocks cause i have weak
heart :/

compliments you: the praises better be real.

shaves her legs: O.o why shave legs?

wears jewellery: doesnt matter but must dress
herself well :D

has bigger feet than you: doesnt matter.
its superficial.

has smaller feet than you: doesnt matter.

smiles when you walk into the room: a
great way to welcome a person!

belly piercings: so ah lian...

virgin: how would i know if she virgin? -.-
i dont think of such things yet...

laid back: doesnt matter...

doesn't party: off.

likes to party: i like outgoing girls who knows
how to have fun(:

wants to party: on.

laughs a lot: cheerful girls are very popular (:

giggles: no comments.

snorts: cute leh :/ doesnt matter anyway.

pierced ears: girls usually have ear piercing
unlike xy :X but i guess it doesnt matter.

pierced anything else: depends.

tattoos: i hate ah lians...

honest and open: a true friend. on.

is of a different religion: doesnt matter...
~~but if race, its matters~~

puts close friends before you: erm hopefully
not...

petty: off...

who wants to do this survey then do ba.

2008-06-03T20:14:00.006+08:00

today was fun. followed ashley, kc, andres and
ernest to tamp swimming complex to swim.
kc and i didnt get into the water so we just stone
under the shelter play psp :/

took 3 with ashley and kc to tamp swimming
complex. then andres came to meet us. ernest
was late! i dont know why also :/ they swim,
we play psp.

then went to tm to find food. then we passed by
sweet talk then we bought bubble tea. by the
time we finish it, we were quite full le. then
they decided to watch movie. then check timings.
i cannot make it for any of the timings at both
tm and cs. im sorry >.< then ashley decided to
go home then go for choir and kc followed her
home also.

me, andres and ernest went around looking for
cheap deals for lunch. then all the student meals
start at 130...so we walked around then we saw
yoshinoya had a lucky draw. the prizes were
desktops so we decided to eat in yoshinoya. eat
halfway then weiloong and yogi came. after they
finish le, they go walk walk while i go home cause
need to see doctor. T.T
why cant my disorder recover...

seeing you have fun was enough to make my day.
haix, i seemed further from getting you...would
perserverance change things as it is now?

life without you two are so dull :/

2008-06-02T19:17:00.002+08:00

杨丞琳 - 左边
http://youtube.com/watch?v=N61pF1VNpmg

总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪你才会给安慰
担心短暂的晴天随时都可能被阴霾收回
等待有机会最坏也最甜美我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你所以连快乐里都装满伤悲

你不曾发觉你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切爱少得可怜伸出右手
想陪着你向前走感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我相信你会了解

总在埋怨过你的冷漠之后又急着说抱歉
仿佛向疏远的你乞求一点体贴都是我不对
结果有可能最美也最可悲我做好了准备
也许太自由的你心里面那个家谁也不能回

你不曾发觉你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切爱少得可怜伸出右手
想陪着你向前走感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我相信你会了解

我一直相信总有一天
你会用左手牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远却会实现心在同一边就能够
听见你说的那句我爱你

你不曾发觉你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切爱少得可怜伸出右手
想陪着你向前走感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我你一定看得见

2008-06-02T00:37:00.002+08:00

trombone setion '07 - '08
a photo to commemorate the currents
screw up.

2008-06-01T16:34:00.009+08:00

okay i shall elaborate more about yesterday.
a very long post :/

reached school ay 1010 then we were eating our
tabao-ed mac breakfast which jj call it sme.
(sausage macmufin with egg) was suppose to
arrange files, then none of my section people
came early...so had to arrange files after fall-in.
was quite hectic while preparing to leave for
spore conference hall.

then we took coaches to SCH. packed until max
la. there were like 5 people standing up cause
no seats. then all the full uniforms hanging on
the alley.

slack for awhile outside the hall. then help
unload instruments. the personnel there is
fucked up. attitude like shit...

waited for awhile before setting up instruments
and have a rehearsal. we really sounded small
in the hall. one mistake also can be heard
very clearly.

got gastric pain after awhile. cause no lunch
provided then i bought coke to drink before
the rehearsal. coke is acidic lar. then i drank
one can only then damn pain liao...

the rehearsal ended late so we didnt record
victorian anthem le. the alumni band prac was
next. selections from cats is damn nice. we
slack till about 530 like that before eating
dinner. it was mdm esther teo's speciality.
nslm(nasi lemak) another short form from jj.

when i changed finish le. sidney and vanessa
popped out and walked towards me. they wear
quite formal leh. and vanessa is very pretty
yesterday >.<

at backstage i called ashley to tell her that we
cant meet during the intermission. then she said
xy bought me flowers! omg im really touched la.
but sadly she cannot pass it to me ): wasted hers
and ashley's effort. most likely by the time she
gives me the flower, its dead lor :/

only took a few photos then i have to run to
backstage le. sorry sidney and vanessa :/
and bionicles rocks! (:

went backstage and prepared to perform le.
waited for the second bell. then slowly
streamed out into our seats.

then weng keong and glenn announced the
start of the concert. mr tan walked in. the
first piece was twin oaks. an overture. was
quite ok. not much screw-ups.

second piece was currents. deadly man. the
last few bars. half the section came in early
by one bar!!! then the rest came in on time.
like a special effect lor :/

third piece was the lord of the rings. quite
ok overall. fourth piece repercussion. i came
in one bar early and it was very loud :/
was damn paiseh lor. and mr tan was staring
at us i think >.<

fifth piece was twinkle twinkle little star.
its really nice. no major screw ups.

after intermission was alumni performance.
selection from cats was very nice. the
ensembles was very nice lor. showcase the
sections pro-ness.

disney medley III was right after. very nicely
played. and theatre music was the nicest i
think(?) maybe cause i like it ba. the encore
piece was quite ok lar. greece. the audience
clapping was not on time :/

victorian anthem was so nice lar. victorians
sing along loudly. as usual, victorians rock!!!

i was very glad that family and friends came
down to support me, us. thanks for all the
messages and calls of encouragement and
praising. no forgetting the gifts! bionicle by
vanessa and sidney, flowers by xiangyun and
ashley. love you all (:

2008-06-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

concert day! woohoo was nice lar overall. shall
blog more about it tmr. sorry to like keep the
suspense. watch out for my post tmr!

thanks sidney ,vanessa, ashley, xiangyun,
ernest, andres and those who came down and
support vscb. really thank you all. if not for
you all, the concert wouldnt be a success.

special thanks to vanessa, sidney who bought
a fabulous gift for me! i love it(: thanks.

and and and, xiangyun and ashley who actually
really bought flowers for me! i was joking that
day leh :/ but nevermind lar. its the thought
that counts. thanks.

2008-05-30T23:44:00.005+08:00

linchun. you are a real man. you can bottle
everything up. because you dont want us to
worry about it. same as sidney, i feel that this
struck me. such a good friend i have by my
side.

sidney you really no balls leh...the girl like there
lor, just open your mouth and ask,
"erm can i have your number please? i wish
to be make friends with you."
and you are done...she reject then reject lor :/
anyway her friend is not bad too :x you missed
2 actually.

i think im kind of like lost? im unsure about my
feelings for you...isit still there? or it has long
faded away...seeing you have fun with the other
guys is so sour...seeing you sad is so bitter...
seeing you smile is so sweet...you havent given
me an answer...

2008-05-28T21:31:00.004+08:00

its your birthday today(:
happy birthday. i wish you really happy birthday.
wonder how you celebrate it? i guess it was fun ba.
hope that all your wishes will come true. work hard
for it and i think it will happen.

vanessa is real good(: and her grandma's noodles
are very nice! haha. thanks for the noodles(:

concert is on this sat! im chionging for it. so
pardon me if i cannot make it for many things.
im sorry. theatre music is really nice! i want to
dedicate it to those who are coming to mwxxii.
especially movement 2(:

this may be my last post for the next 3 months
or so...i will be online lesser also...so cherish it or
at least rmb it...saw mr ikhwan today with my
father. knew that it wasnt going to be good for
me...no coms, games, entertainment or anything
to waste my time...
now everything is just revision, do assessment
book, textbook, notes, maybe tuition. my life
from now on will revolve around studies and
band. nothing more. cause i did a good job in my
mid years. if i have to turn down any invitations,
im really sorry. i shall apologise in advance as i
will be rejecting alot. sorry people. want know
more can call or msg me. and if i never pick up
or reply, im sorry also...this is not an emo post.
just a notification.

2008-05-23T23:45:00.002+08:00

yesterday:
accompany sidney with vanessa go parkway buy
presents for sidney's sweet cousins :/ some
more twins leh. walked about 1h ++ then went
back to 77th street to buy two necklaces.
vanessa's friend come le then me and sidney
decide to go tampines ourself.

vanessa's friend, jiaying, wanted to pierce.
me and sidney were planning to leave for
tampines le. then vanessa told sidney that
jiaying piercing and sidney got hyper lor.
never see piercing before mah so i also follow.

we met them then jiaying still deciding whether
to pierce or not. after like 1hr like that,
she decided to pierce. then very funny lor.
she very scared then like keep on wanting to
back out. "(staple sound)" done liao. lol.
very cool lor. i want to try also :/

went tampines yamaha to buy sidney's drum sticks
for his cousin. then went back home.

today:
morning assembly was nice man. hafiz won the head
prefect, ziyad got the 1st deputy head prefect,
and andres got 2nd deputy head prefect. was quite
an expected result.

today is mrs bala's last day in vs. she pursuing
her master degree in australia. feel happy for
her but sad cause she leaving. shes a good geog
teacher man. though she teach me onyl in sec1 and
the first part of sec2, its enough. i've learnt
under her guidance. thanks mrs bala!

2008-05-21T23:49:00.008+08:00

jj is pestering with this singer and song for the
whole day le as if i dont know :/
he is a very good singer. and he sings damn nice
de song.

here's a short video of 萧敬腾 singing 背叛.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKS5x-NWMBs

here's another video of 萧敬腾,曹格 and 杨宗纬 singing 背叛

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rNj41Le5AO4

2008-05-21T21:15:00.002+08:00

today i see my overall score:

eng: c6
hcl: c6
chem: c6
physics: c6
emaths: a2
amaths: f9
comb humans: e8

total: 34

yes. same as ca1. 34. a fucked up number.
not there yet not here -.- but bad enough for
me to stay in esp...mr low is going to screw me
again. haix...really regretted not working hard
enough...

im not going to regret for not putting up a good
performance on 31may 08. no way. i want to
make it a real good one not for anyone, but more
for myself.

2008-05-21T00:19:00.003+08:00

Quiz:

1) If your lover betrayed you, what will your
reaction be?
Erm quite a hard question :/ i dont experience
it before so i dont know.

2) If you can have a dream come true, what
would it be?
To be a really normal guy.

3) What will your dream wedding be like?
On a deserted island only me and her with a nice
small house.

4) Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yes.

5) What's your ideal lover like?
A normal girl with heart of gold :/ but that would
be expensive.

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or being
loved by someone?
Loving someone? i dont know. one is giving, the
other is receiving.

7) How long do you intend to wait for someone you
really love?
I dont know...till she accepts me?

8) If the person you secretly liked is attached, what
would you do?
Stick to her till i give up totally lor.

9) Is there anything that make you unhappy these
days?
It would take a whole day to listen me rant about
it. But one very obvious one, results.

10) If you have a choice, what kind of family would
you want to be born into?
A family without violence and quarrels. In other
words, the dream happy family.

11) Is being tagged fun?
yeS.

12) How do you see yourself in 10years time?
Recover and become normal.

13) Who are currently the most important people
to you?
You. Who is reading this now.

14) What kind of person do you think the person
who tagged you is?
Caring? And maybe despo to care about me? :/

15) Would you rather be single and rich or married
but poor?
Single and rich!

16) What's the first thing you do every morning?
Slam the damn phone which is ringing.

17) Would you give all in a relationship?
Most likely. Dont ask me. God knows >.<

18) Do you live to love, live to hate or live for the
sake of living?
Live for the sake of living la. For now at least.

19) What type of friends do you like?
Honest, caring and all the good characteristics of
a human that you can think of. Textbook answer
cause im not a good friend. ):

20)What type of friends do you dislike?
The bad charateristics of a human that you can
think of. Im not in any position to comment. Im
not a good friend.

Tag: You who have read this post.

2008-05-20T23:37:00.003+08:00

33...not a good number neither isit a bad number.
not a bad number cause. i improve by 1 points.
pathetic-.- not a good number because 2 days ago,
i was confident i can get out of esp. while waiting
the last subject, english, i got 27... i needed 3points
at least a b3 to get out of esp...paper come, c6...
boom my hope all vanish...when hopes become
disappointment, its damn painful...wow i improve
by 1 points man. sing my praises everybody-.-

english: c6
emaths: a2
amaths: f9
chem: c5
physics: c6
comb humans: e8
hcl: c6

good job wenglok (:

xxxxxxxxxx

its your bday soon. 28may 2 years ago. things
happened but not to last. after 7august 07,
everything revert back to nothing. still the same.
it may be a mistake but i didnt regret it. is was
worth it. that short span of time we didnt do
much but was fun. i guess the fault lies in me.
i would really like to wish you a happy 15th
birthday in advance. if i had to try again, i
would have done the same thing.

2008-05-16T20:33:00.003+08:00

today is the start post exams activities.
checking of scripts. T.T

emaths: 64/100 B4

chemistry: 55.1/100 C5

expected my emaths to be 60+ le so not that
sad. 3a about 3/4 of the class got >90 marks.
wtf man. bloody muggers...

chemistry expected about the same :/
so today wasnt that sad after all. on tues, gone
man. amaths, english, higher chinese, humans,
physics. i think i will cry la...out of 5 subjects, i
think only language got hope. haix regretted not
study hard enough to owned the papers ):

ahh. i shall not get bothered by it now...oswin sir
say dont care about anything else le. time to
chiong chiong chiong! chiong for musical world!
must make it a really good one. about 2 weeks
left to musical world, all efforts will be put on
band pracs.

i start to like devil wears prada again ):
such nice show with great memories...
haix...

bye bye. musical world! confirm nice nice one la!

2008-05-15T11:03:00.002+08:00

exams over liao. now concert.
yesterday's band prac was not good at all...maybe
cause we all never touch our instruments for like
1 month. lost touch le. but i think the biggest factor
is we already lousy :/ i admit i am. maybe not for
the rest of my band mates ba.

mr tan was quite nice. didnt screw us even though
we playing really like shit. he focused on entry.
i found out that we all hesitated when coming in.
always waiting for someone to come in before we
come in.

later going watch ironman with sidney and linchun.
i know very late le. but nevermind. must watch de.
playing with jj they all le. bye bye (:

im stupid

2008-05-10T23:37:00.003+08:00

im stupid. really stupid...
sa1 is gone. esp for me till end of year. maybe
what waits for me is even more. retain...

lets start with the first day of exams:
social studies - never do finish paper, questions
that i did was like shit. gone.
expected marks: 10/30

higher chinese paper 1 - do finish, letter writing
should be quite ok, situational writing gone.
expected marks: 45/70

second day:
english paper 1 - do finish, not confident at all...
expected marks: 55%

higher chinese paper 2 - no time finish and very
difficult.
expected marks: 40%

third day:
english paper 2 - not enough time to write down
last two sentences of summary.
expected marks: 55%

emaths - can finish but some questions dont know
how to do.
expected marks: 60/100

fourth day:
biology - never take

fifth day:
chemistry - can finish but got quite a few of
questions dont know how to do.
expected marks: 55/100

sixth day:
amaths - totally gone.
expected marks: 5/100

till now i have totally no confidence in getting
L1R5 <30...
expected L1R5: 42

some reflections on why i doing so badly:

1. i never put in all my effort.
2. sleep in class
3. never listen in class
4. never do homework
5. frequent absent from school

and many more than i cant think of now.

people always say: you study hard then you
play hard. i finally understand this. im not
smart by nature. i dont work hard, i become
stupid. this is what is happening to me now.
i become stupid.

friends always ask me. why you sec1 can get
so good results but now like shit? i guess i have
the answer to this. i was too complacent. after
achieving a little success, i stopped working
hard.

i must stop this and really work hard for the
eoy. i hope its really not too late yet. i dont
want to end up regretting my actions and
wasting one year going through what ive
learnt. ive seen erwin's experience. getting
suan by everyone in school. i dont want to
follow his footsteps...

theres one person that i sincerely would like to
apologise to. sidney. he motivated me alot to
study hard for this sa1. but i didnt study very
hard. my result is going to disappoint him...
im sorry sidney. i promised that i will really really
study hard for ca2 though it cant get me out of
esp. but at least i can prepare myself for the eoy.
he is also the person i want to thank. he motivated
me greatly to study hard. if he didnt motivate me.
i think i would have done far worser than this.

2008-04-24T20:37:00.002+08:00

VSCB Musical World XXII "poster"

so nice! so must come! still can buy from me(:
limited tickets left ok! want to buy must fast!

2008-04-22T20:38:00.005+08:00

glad to hear that you have become friends again.
a happy start. got side effects can find me. i learn
some counselling before one hor. dont play play(:
mugging le. bye.

"You only have eight seconds to make your first impression.
After nine secs, it will be real hard to change it." - Azmi

2008-04-21T20:47:00.003+08:00

im sorry i betray you.
i couldnt stand to see things happening and
do nothing about it though i can do nothing.
you have same idea.
fear not, friends still.
im really sorry to say it out.
blame me, i spilled the beans.
you can put the blame on me.

MC Bonding Day

2008-04-19T22:17:00.004+08:00

for more information on mc bonding day,
please visit sidney's blog:
http://www.sidneypresents.blogspot.com/

sorry...im lazy to blog =x

2008-04-18T23:45:00.004+08:00

背影 - 林宥嘉
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mihbg9gLyjY

三公分阳光三公分空气

堵在眼前像一面玻璃

挡住了妳表情剩下只有脚印

一直向前走走不完距离

一直向后退不出回忆

很高兴有心事帮我困住自己

妳头发上淡淡青草香气

变成了风才能和我相遇

妳的目光蒸发成云

再下成雨我才能够靠近

感谢我不可以住进妳的眼睛

所以才能拥抱妳的背影

有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住

不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以拥抱妳的背影

所以才能变成妳的背影

躲在安静角落不用妳回头看

不用珍惜

我怀里所有温暖的空气

变成风也不敢和妳相遇

我的心事蒸发成云

再下成雨却舍不得淋湿妳

感谢我不可以住进妳的眼睛

所以才能拥抱妳的背影

有再多的遗憾用来牢牢记住

不完美的所有美丽

感谢我不可以拥抱妳的背影

所以才能变成妳的背影

躲在安静角落不用妳回头看

不用珍惜

感谢我不可以拥抱妳的背影

所以才能变成妳的背影

躲在安静角落如果妳回头看

不用在意

How i wish you were mine

2008-04-10T19:55:00.003+08:00

an important announcement to
make here:

those who ordered/booked tickets for VSCB's
Musical World XXII, please confirm with me
when you want to collect it. lastest by next fri
18/4. thank you.

waiting for you.

2008-04-09T21:07:00.004+08:00

finally blogged!!! after like about one week.
but sadly, i wont be blogging till exams i guess.
sorry to those who are anticipating to read my
blog. will blog after the exams. bout 21 more
days :/

good luck for your exams everyone. got problem
on studies dont find me. need a study group find
me. (: thanks.

i made my decision. i want you.
how about you?